STILL KICKIN' IT:

Lost memories

2011-09-06T08:01:00.000-07:00

My day started okay, then suddenly something happened that changed my mood from "so-so" to "low-low". Oh gosh I don't know where to start. Was on my way to MCD's drivethru then suddenly while I was driving, there's a red traffic light ahead of me so I stopped, looked at the back thru the rear mirror (cause that is my habit when I am driving). Was unsure about the face but that smile looks so familiar to me, so very familiar that I actually stared at the guy in the car at the back of me thru the mirror... I don't know if he noticed, but I tried to keep it cool.

Was a bit blurry by the changes of his looks, but I knew it was him. It was my strong instincts that told me that it was him, and his girlfriend was beside him! My heart almost went weak for a sec, but I had to just ignore the feeling. All the memories played in my head, the memories during Primary School. He was my first but unfortunately we had to end it there cause... It was basically, well MAYBE it was just a puppy love. But I can't understand why do I get that kind of feeling when I am so over him already?

I drove, looked at the rear mirror again, and again, and AGAIN. Till he turned left into the junction. Only God knows how I felt that time. Well what if he was in front of me, what would I do? It gets even uglier if he's around me. I didn't enjoy my MCD meal later that day, even though I was craving for spicy chicken mcdeluxe.

It was not his fault tho, maybe I was a little freaked out when I saw him, and he grown up. Good for you boy. Maybe I should forget about the past, but what if I still can't? I can't live with the past and I know that. Jean, please get hold of yourself.

xoxo.

Normal.

2011-06-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Ever think of having a perfect date/ husband to be? Well no doubt I do. And also I wish for him to come into my life, and he did. Well, he's not that perfect to be exact. Nobody's perfect. Only God is perfect. Even tho he's not as perfect as I expected, I still love him for who he is. Okay... Sentimental moment hereeee!!

Anyway, girls, if you ever think that your date is playing weird behind your back, don't hesitate to call it quits because... You are killing yourself emotionally. One of my biggest weakness is being ego. I know that guys are created with the a little bit of ego in their heart but not for ladies right? So that makes me a weird combo.

Last night, I was cleaning up my book shelf and found something. It was a card that Mr. B gave to me during Valentines Day last year. It's still there, in the envelop. Then I recall the memories that I had with B, and I really wanna tell him the reason we had it quits. But I'm sure he is very busy with his business. So I was thinking "Hm, maybe one day when we bump into each other or what not."

And not just that, I dig out some old pictures of Anne & I, Clinton *during pasca PMR*, Dominic, Joannes & I, and my friends. Its so nice to have pictures of memories during my secondary school period. That's one way I can remember how much we enjoyed being there. And tomorrow Joannes & I plan to go to our secondary school to join the Gawai celebration with Anne & Ajong. :)

And maybe we can lepak2 somewhere after that.

xoxo.

Twit Twit.

2011-06-19T19:15:00.000-07:00

Yo readers. It's been a reallllly long time ay? I was so busy studying this sem cause it is really a KILLER SEMESTER FOR SPA NUSING STUDENTS. Anyway, I'm fine & still kickin it! Went back to Miri on the 27th May night flight. Not much things to do in Miri except for being at home & do some chores, and my first outing, EVER, was with Wayne.

So Wayne & I just got to hangout at Starbucks & we chit chat about our lives at our own colleges. Pity him, he has only 2 weeks of holiday (or is it 1? can't remember) That was last Wednesday. On Friday, we went out again but this time Anne joined us :) I can't find Ajong in kolej & can't contact him tooo...

We went to Eplanade to meet Wayne. Then we thought of bringing Clinton (my long lost twin) along but he was in his auntie's house, so nevermind. Hehe. Again, we hangout at Starbucks & chit chat about something something. Ngumpat pun ada. So if any of you sneezes last Friday around evening time, HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH! Sepik asai.

After talking for around 1 hour plus, we went home. But before that I searched for some hot wedges (shoes) but unfortunately there are no hot wedges in Miri. Damn. Guess I have to order online! M.A.C contacted me about the new collection that is coming, the "Surf, baby" collection. I did reserved some makeup tools & bronzer for me. Can't wait to have em! I don't know why but I'm so addicted to bronzer. HAHAH.

Somehow I would love to have some products from Benefit, Smashbox, Bobbi Brown & also Makeup Forever. I love shading & contouring btw. So, that's it! :)

16. JANUAR 2011 Endlich!

2011-01-19T02:14:00.000-08:00

Hahahahaha. OMG I had the best memory on that day :) The story begins like this...

I promised Joannes, Jeshua & Melvin that we have lunch at the cafe at 12.30. So yeah, practically we went there. We ate and talked a lot of stuffs. But something was amiss.

Joannes: Eeee! Saya mau keluar baaa. Mau ambik duit dr bank!

Jeshua: Ku pun! Ka meli utai ngena ba asrama.

Me: Aku juak! Mok bli barang & ambik duit juak!

Melvin: ..... Saya mana2 jak.

All: *Laugh out really loud*

Me: Kalau call itu van suruh ambik pun bayar. Dah gik susah nak pergi byk tempat. Bagus sewa kereta sendiri.

Joannes: Tp brapa la kalau sewa? Km sewa dr siapa? Xmahal ka?

Me: Tidaklah, kalo auto RM9 per jam dari Sir Noda. Minyak tanggung sendiri.

Joannes: Kalau last minit camni pun boleh ka?

Me: Cuba dulu la.

So we went to Sir Noda's place. LUCKILLY, HALLELUJAH! There's an automatic Kenari in the garage & I get to borrow it out. :DDDDD Without wasting anytime, I just get that car & got ready to go out with those 3 musketeers.

By 3pm we went out of the college to town. On the way, we stopped by Shell station at Penrissen *I think* and Joannes asked me to buy RM5. Okay ajakla. Skali when we were on the way to Batu 4, the car suddenly stopped and I looked at the petrol meter.... HMMMMM! HABIS LAGI!

So what the guys did was pushing the car. LUCKILLY AGAIN, the car stopped at around 200 meters in front of the petrol station. I was like OMG seriously, praise God for that. Joannes & Jeshua pushed the car there while Melvin & I stayed in the car with muka blur. Both of us kan slim. HAHAHA.

Okay, so then we bought RM25 petrol. HAH! Ambik kaw. Hehehe. The whole journey was fine :) so firstly we went to Wisma Saberkas, then Sunny Hill ice cream and Spring. And everytime there's a bump ahead, Jeshua will make lots of noises (macam mpuan mok beranak) GILA. P-S-Y dah nya. Hahaha.

Did a bit of shopping & went back to college. On the way back... I didn't exactly remember the road back from certain areas in Kuching so just bedal jaklah. Tersesat pulak ke Waterfront! Aiyooo. Maklumla bukan org Kuching kan.

Reached college at 6pm then we payed Sir Noda & went back to our hostel. At 8pm we went to kedai luar to eat dinner :) And that was it for that day! Had a great time with you 3 :) lookin forward to spend crazy times with you guys again!

xoxo.

6. Januar 2010

2011-01-06T02:37:00.000-08:00

HAAALUU! Ich bin nicht gut. :S Down with a cold. And I wish I can be in a very thick blanket right now. So, today's agenda is: THE HUMAN EMOTION.

You know, I had this situation few days back when my friend & I were being left out & be hated just because of a simple thing, which is for not inviting B to an occasion. I know it may sound ridiculous but IT HAPPENS OKAY?!

Back to the story, yea, after we finished watching the whole show, B came with her guy friend. Of course we can't talk to her because she was sitting right at the end of the auditorium. So we kinda like... Ignore her, not literally. She thought that we didn't care about her so she left. How ironic? YES!

I know that different people have different levels of thinking, but at least laaaa. Be reasonable & rational for a bit. I mean not just because of not inviting B to an important occasion doesn't mean that I don't care about you. If you're reading this & you think that it's really you, please take my words kay?

xoxo.

Gutes neues Jahr!

2010-12-31T07:15:00.000-08:00

Oh la la! Finally it's New Year's eve & now, it's 11.16 pm. Close to midnight. And I wanna take this opportunity to wish all of you there a happy new year 2011! And please, do have a pleasant one for me kay? Hehehe. So I'm bloggin now while listening to the harmonious sounds of the FIRE CRACKERS OUTTA MY HOUSE! It's so noisy that my dogs hide under my car *5 of them, really*

So, what is your new year's resolution? For me *cough* erm, I have some, I think:

#1 Succeed in Semester 2 and 3

#2 Improve on my makeup skills

#3 Workout & tone my bodeh!

#4 Be talkative a bit

And that's it! Anybody who celebrate their birthday, *remembered my ex Jed* oh happy birthday to you! You're so lucky boy.

Well yup, that's it for now. Toodles :)

xoxo

27. DEZEMBER 2010

2010-12-26T00:06:00.000-08:00

Liebe die Design. Welches sollte ich Wählen?

Draches ist das symbol des schuztes der Erwägung, dass der Tiger stellt Stärke

Zwei Tiere Ich mag!

For those of you who notice something about my blog, yeah its black! Hahaha. Just wanna change once in a while :)

My stomach churns. Have no appetite today. What has ever happen to me? Is this the feeling that I've been wanting to feel since the last time I depart frm the lover? Somehow I kinda like it tho. I just don't know why! Keeping it cool tho :|

Didn't go for visiting on Christmas yesterday, so is today. Cause I'm pretty lazy. Not in the Christmas spirit with when there are no friends around. Here I am, alone. Blogging =.= Christmas is another usual day for me. But I get to celebrate in a modest way : that is having dinner at KFC. Hahaha. At least that could help!

Sam called me up yesterday but he was still in his friend's house in ocean park. OMG that is so like far away at the end of miri. Been listening & noticing that R&B music nowadays are meaningless. It's all about fornication (trying to be polite OKAY?) drugs & drinking. Partying is also in the list but, I'll make it an exception. But I love love love Lil Wayne's Knockout featuring Nicki Minaj cause it's very unique. Noone has ever used rock band to make hip hop songs right?

Missing Kuching & KSKB now. Miss my colleagues too! Will be going back on the 2nd of January 2011. And oh btw, Joannes Marvin is gonna be there taking M.A so he will be my junior! Muahahaha. At least I have someone to laugh out really loud when I want! So see you there aite?

Anne, Ajong, and Jeanna! I wanna hangout with you guys but I don't knw when are you FREEE?! I think I'm going crazy over here HAHAHAHHAA.

xoxo

Es tut mir leid.

2010-12-25T06:44:00.000-08:00

23 DEZEMBER 2010: Ich brah mit ihm. Sagte ihm dass ich nicht haben Gefühle für ich nicht mehr. Die Sache ist die, dass ich nicht stehen Fernbeziehungen und ich möchten nicht ein Heuchler sein, um ihn. Weihnachten ist heute sehr einsam für mich. Freunde sind nicht da und niemand ist hier, um mir Gesellschaft. Sehr traurig huh? Aber!! Niemand wird zu verwöhnen meine neuer Jahr! So lässt Partei während wir, ja? Hehehe.

P/S: Frohe Weihnachten für Sie und Ihre Familie :)

Weeehu! It's Wednesday.

2010-11-09T18:54:00.000-08:00

HALLLUUUUUU! Wie gehts? Just finish my exam. Tomorrow is my last! WOHOOO. LOL. I'm not free yet till I get my results kay? Neway, just wanna wish my sister slash friend slash best friend slash i-don't-know, ANNE a VERY VERY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. May all your wishes come true and please don't drive drunk. (TET) Hahahah.

I don't really know what to type here. Will be coming back to Miri on the 4th of December 2010. That is IF I pass all my papers okay :) hope all of my friends are there kot? I miss Miri & wanna eat dry butter chicken there again! It's hard to find it here in Kuching. Ngaaa.

Miss the beaches, the seahorse. Whatever Miri has :D ahah. Semangat woi! I must study my ass out (haiya, kononnyala)

xoxo.

Life in KSKB :)

2010-10-12T20:25:00.001-07:00

After 3 months in KSKB I decided to post some photos that I took. This was before I got my uniform. (English class, mix around with the Medical Assistant students & Lab Technologist students)

Pusak Reza! Hahaha :)

Demo room 1 (Baby mannequins) Me like!

My cold, ice cold classroom.

Auditorium, with senior M.A

Last English class for the Semester.

After getting our uniform, SENIOR'S UNIFORM it is...

With Dorothy after work at SGH

Before Formative exam, with senior Edmund

That's it for the photos, for now. Will post more next time :D

xoxo.

TENG TENG TENG!

2010-10-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

Hahahah. Hi dudeeeees & dudettes. I know I've been away for a verry long time and FYI I'm in Miri for 3 weeks of practical. Will be going back to Kuching on the 23rd. My very 1st week of practical was very nice & tiring too cause well... Taking care of patients & checking them every 4 hourly (well for some chronic cases, hourly, or worst to worst, every 15 minutes) is tiring. It's nice to be at home, relaxing for a while. Tomorrow is my 2nd week here, working shift changes in the afternoon shift (2pm-9pm) Wish I can meet my friends & hangout :( but on the 3rd week my shift will change to morning shift again! Weee :D So anyone who wants to hangout with me, DO IT AFTER 2pm :)

So far, KSKB is doing me good. Can't wait for the year end hols! Hehehe.

xoxo.

I.miss.Miri.

2010-07-09T02:49:00.000-07:00

Hi guys! I just got the chance to post something here, currently in KSKB Kuching which stands for Kolej Sains Kesihatan Bersekutu Kuching. It's a college where the trainees get trained in only 3 programs,

1. Nursing

2. Medical Assistant (mainly for guys only, but there are some girls in the previous batch took it)

3. Medical Laboratory Technologist

All courses slash programs are under Diploma scale. We start at 8 am & end at 5 pm. OFfice hours lah. Uniform pun ikut program masing2. For me... Nurse outfit lah. But seriously, noone can replace my friends in Miri. Geng biasa sehati sejiwa, Jeanna, Anne, Jo, Ajong, Maznah. I miss you guys bah! See, now I speak mcm org Sabah already! And all of us study all of the Science subjects IN BAHASA. Aiyooo. But the terms are still acceptable in English. We can either use English or Bahasa for all the terminologies. Well, my roomates, they are sporting :D but not as sot & crazy & gila as my usual friends!

Orientation was okay, no bullying except for disciplining ourselves lah. Have to be there on time otherwise? Dot dot dot. Just finished dinner, very early. At night pun hungry like hantu! Class was fun just now. I love phsychology & nursing science class & never feel sleepy. The most killing subject is Anatomi & Fisiologi. Nang berlabel habis lah. Hafal pun msti mcm hafal definisi MORAL.

So the programme for the whole semester includes 2 months of lecture, 1 month of practical & 3 weeks of exams. I hope during my practical I'll be posted in Miri. :)

That's all for now.

xoxo.

27.06.10 Tag

2010-06-27T20:06:00.000-07:00

I had so much fun yesterday besides shopping for my stuffs to Kuching. Went to Imperial Mall to shop for new suitcase & a bag to bring books to class. At last I bought 1 big suitcase and a black bag to class. But I still like the nude beige bad :( Parents said that it would get dirty so I just get the black one. Then, bought kokoberry and ordered burgers at Sugarbun. While waiting, I don't know where mum went and worse, her handphone is with Bryan -_______-

Then she appeared out of nowhere in Sugarbun. Hahahahaha! Beli baju duhal! Then we went to Parkson, I ate the chicken burger in the car. When we reached Parkson Bryan and I went inside first. But I was not alone cause I brought the chicken burger with me. :P was hungry bah. Went to the bowling alley, saw Chrisly, Conrad, Dylan, Kane, Ayesha and Amanda Garry who were playing pool. Checked up on them, and when I turned back, saw Alaistair & Aldrin sitting on the couch! Haaaa! Lamak din meet you guys! Hahaha. So we talked a bit. Aldrin is going to KL this Saturday, Alaistair is going to Kuching this Friday. So... Meet you in Kuching lah ho?

Then, it's time to play! Muahahahaha. Gotta admit that I was better than before. Seriously! Hahahaha. So when we finished, we went for a walk around Parkson, then went to Taman Selera. Ate dinner there for my farewell ;) I will definitely remember this moment cause it's like the happiest moment to me. Buji pun slalu buat lawak. Heh! After this I'll miss you lah geng. Mpilo my braderh! Umbobo *spelling?* That's the only African word I know and it means GUN! HAHAHA. Oh not to forget, xoxo means FROG. It's very hard to pronounce. Only the Africans can. :D

After finishing our meal, Kane present me with a gift, ada lagi logo "Toys RUs" Hahahahahha. But I like it, thanks guys for the card too. It's time to go back so my friends were giving me some advice. Most of it are related to M.A which means medical assistant. LOL. M.A is the course especially for guys only, I won't choose them laa. Hahahahah. Got my panda bear already baaa xD Went back home.

On the way, this Justin Bieber song was on the radio again for the 2nd time of the day! So Bryan, Ryan, Amanda and I sang it. "Bayybeh bayybeh baybeh ooooooo!" Semangat gik tu. Alvina and Sha was so blur! Hahahahhaa. The 2nd song was in and it was Linkin Park, but none of us knew the lyrics, so Bryan was like "What song is this??" Hahahahah cis! Ngaku sajalah don't know the lyrics. Reached home, opened the gift, and it was a whie fluffy teddy bear, awwww ♥ love it! Will bring it to Kuching to accompany me to sleep.

Didn't know mum shopped again for my pyjamas. Aiyooo. So tired bah. So, that's it loh. One more day to go to be in Kuching. Pfft.

xoxo.

OMG! Die Zeit vergeht so schnell vorbei

2010-06-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

Lange Zeit! Busy and all :D Recently got accepted for "latihan pra perkhidmatan anggota separa perubatan", and I'm taking nursing. Going to Kuching on the 29th, but don't worry guys, I'll be back on the holidays and besides Kuching is not that far tho. Its under diploma scale, for 3 years. Ohhh I hope I can survive that.

Too much agreement to sign, well yes, government things are so complicated! Medical checkup is one more thing. Went to Poliklinik yesterday and in the end mum's friends told my mum & I that they do not have the reagents to perform all the checkups. I was like wtf! What the hell is wrong with them -.- Probably I just do it when I get to Kuching then. Can't wait to shop there and I wanna stop by MAC's store in The Spring! Weeee :D

I love their powder blusher B-T-W. And can't wait to try on their foundation... Practically, everything I suppose? Haahaha. Went to stage, and met Siaw Sze Wee :P omg! she works there and didn't tell me?! I am so envious of you. She asked if I wanna work part time there. I said that I'm going off soon, so its ok. *sobs* But I promised to stop by to check on the latest discounts and blahhh for a makeup lover like me! Got free makeup from her! Aww you're so sweet. And I bought the wonderluxe satin matte lipstick, which is what I've been eyeing all this time and she gave me half price! HAHAHAHA. Love you babe!

Anyone who wants to hangout with me in between this week, do contact me. PLEASE, DO HESITATE - said Squiquard.

xoxo.

:S

2010-06-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

Mode : EMO. Sam! It's your fault for talking emo stuffs to me yesterday!!! Ngaaaa!

I miss my panda bear so bad. And yet we didn't get to see each other while he was in Miri for 5 days only. Great. Perfectly great! Everytime when I listen to Lovedrunk by Boys Like Girls, it reminds me of you laa. By the time you come back to Miri in July, I would be in Kuching studying already. Dgn siapa la aku mk lepaskan rinduku ini... I think I should bring my teddy bear so that I can talk to it whenever I feel sad.

I know, maybe you'll think that I'm kiddish, but that's how I do it. I'm so emo. UHUHUHUHUHUHU.

xoxo.

2nd June

2010-06-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

After the trip to kampung, Bubu came by with Sam to my house to have lunch. Mum wanted to cook and it was a last minute job because I didn't want her to cook! I didn't tell her that Frank was coming at 11 something. So I let her cook. Sepik asai dik. Hahahahaha. Then both of them came at almost 12. I belum mandi lagi weh! Hahaha. Took a bath for a while and get dressed and entertained them. They went back at 2.30 pm.

After that I went to pick Hisyam and Randy up. Then we went to Parkson. Bought tickets to Prince of Persia at 4.30 pm. Meanwhile to waste our time we went to Starbucks and lepak-ed there till 4.30. Then we watched the movie! Eh wait, before the movie, advertisement of the movie "Salt" by my so called sister Angelina Jolie came up.

Syam: Jean Jean! How come you're here when you're at the screen there? *points at the screen*

Dee: Yalah. Miracle eh. Bahahahak.

Me: Ntah eh. Camera trick woi. 4D! hahahahak.

Syam: Cuba at the poster cdak ngkah "Who is Salt?"

Syam & Dee: ERLENE JEAN.

Syam: WHO IS SALT?!

Dee: ERLENE JEAN.

Me: Haiya, udah la. Malu saya kna you 2.

3 of us: HAAHAHAHHAHAHAAKKK.

And, Prince of Persia starts. There's this scene where the king said "Lion of Persia"

Me: SIMBA of Persia. HAHAHAHAHA.

Syam: RAWR! Mtg2 rambut aku kdak ya.

Dee: Simba xmaok gunting rambut kat Persia sbb cdak xtau gunting rambut.

LOL

The movie finished at 6 something. It was funny tho. Then we went to Starbucks again to meet Andrew Gasah & Aaron his brother. So Randy decided to go to his friend's house and on the way, minyak habis and I had to stop at the petrol station to buy some.

After sending him home I rushed to Siamese Secret. Maz, Meera & Serah were there waiting for me. Wakakakakak! Makan pizza pun cukup lah. Ordered Shandy tp they are out of stock -.- So I got Malta. Everytime I drink that stuff I always BURP. Mulala Maz mok tampa aku. Teiii! ahahahah.

Serah: Kenak kwu order Malta? Xnyaman alu bah ya.

Me: Biasa jak bg aku.

Serah: Rasa kdk beras2 jak bah.

Meera: Dah nama aik beras -.-

All: hahahahaha.

So we chit chat again. BlaBlaBla. And ouh. We got our bitch name!

Maz: Ashley

Me: Jolie

I forgot both Meera & Serah's one. Sorry :S Hahahaha. Cali eh. We must sebut our name with the bitchy accent. LOL.

Went back at 8 something since I don't know where to go again. And that's it :D Gonna miss you Maz! Take care at negeri org iya. Hakhakhak.

xoxo.

OOOOOOHA

2010-06-03T00:24:00.000-07:00

LOL. Happy Gawai to all the Dayaks in Sarawak, since there are no Dayaks in the west. My Gawai was kinda fun and guess what? My village longhouse had been upgraded over the past few months! And now it's all cement and tiles. Yay! I went to Suai on the 1st of June (Tuesday) at around 10 or 9 something in the morning. Daddy drove fast at about 140kmh. I felt like flying lah. Hahaha. Reached there at 12 noon. Went I went in the sitting room, OMG. Everyone, yeah I mean EVERYONE was still sleeping on the floor! It was like a room full of sleeping people, as if they were drunk.

Only my cousins Michelle and Stephane were awake then. Smua muka emo emo bah. Hahahaha. Heran saya. Then Michelle said "WE DIDN'T SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT" with her muka sembelit. HAHAHAHAHA. So I went to the kitchen and Sharon was helping mum to cook. And I joined them. Wasn't feeling tired and hot yet. But as the day went away, I felt really tired...

Met my new nephew! Awww he's so cute and cuddly :D His name is Momel Jawi. So like my cousins called him MJ. LOL. Never cries like any babies do. As usual, all the indu dara chit chat about our lives. And then suddenly Sharon wanted me to join the ngajat later at night. I told her I can't cause I'll be leaving, so you go ahead la. Too bad I missed the lumba rakit that morning. Lumba lari relay pun tertangguh cause it was raining heavilly in the evening.

At 5pm Sharon and I went to the river to take bath! Woohooo! Celap aik nyak wai. Hahahaha. And we talk to some of the women there, they asked lots of questions la.

The program starts at 8pm and Sharon needs makeup and hair dressing, so I did her makeup and hair :D hehehe. She turned into this beautiful ice queen. And cousin Hollis pon mauk ikut makeup jugak. Rubbed some blusher on his cheeks. Apuuuu. Alu bangga nya bah! Hahahaha. After ngajat would be Kumang and Keling, Ptandingan Pondan and Tomboy. LOL. Nice nice niceee! But too bad I don't get to watch all those cause I would be on my way down to Miri.

After makeup, I teached her some ngajat steps and what not. Then I left the kampung at 9 pm. Reached Miri at 11 something. And that's it! I missed the program! At first I thought that those things were on Gawai Eve. But maybe they changed the schedule. But overall, I enjoyed myself at the kampung. Hope to come back again next Gawai! :D

xoxo.

What a night!

2010-05-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

Bbq night at Aot aka Rozanna's house. I came early, since my parents sent me and they didn't ALLOW me to drive at night! PPFFFT. Sorry Rod, Ajong, Awang & Anne cos I couldn't pick you guys up myself. Came at 6 something and saw Aot burning charcoal while Glo was sitting next to her talking some stuffs. Then I join them chit chatting too lah. Tiba2 kluar idea, since Glo already got her license why don't she pick up those 3 "A" monkeys. Hahahaha. Then Jobina came, so like... We separated our tugas to pick people up. Glo picked Anne up while both me and Jobina picked Awang and Ajong up.

Then sampai at Aot's house, her sister was cooking the chickens. Awang brought sausages. Gik ada ayam negro pokks. Hehehe. Glo x tahan so she rasmikan the food first. Then we all start makan already. Maz dtg, stop right kat dpn meja where we eat then she HON! Hahahahaha. Nang queen alu lah kw tok Maz. Then Alvin, Ardi and Kerry came. I was kinda surprised that Alvin is in Miri. Cdak dtg and the food, chicken and sausages were finished -.- LOL. Late timing korang!

After we finished eating, we played games. 1st one is called chi ku pang but Grace was like "Phua Chu Kang" WTF! Hahahahah. Sot bah Grace tk. Awang always win. King of the game.

Then when we got bored of it, we played another game, buaya & biawak. Mcm tongue twister but it's fun! Some salah sbut, kluarla "bowa, biaya..." masam2. Ahahaha. Maz & I mala jak gaduh bah. She kaco me first!!! Time aku minum, haaa.... Time yalah nya kaco aku. Dah gik pukul palak ku guna tissue roll ya. Hahahahaha. Sot! Time org mok mintk tissue ari nya nak, nya msti padah "50 SENNNN!!!"

Ngahahak. Dah ada bisnes tisu kw Maz. Maju dah kw. Dah gik tikam tisu masuk pinggan Ajong! Tedahnya Ajong. Hahahahaha. One more thing happened, when Maz was saying something funny that I can't recall. I wanted to laugh but instead burping with my smiley face! AHAHHAHAAHKKKK. Aku mok tetak time ya tp lain nok kuar. Massipai. Salah timing alu ku sendawa tek bah!

But it was loud, and everybody can hear. They were silent for a while but after that laughed like hell! First ku noticed, muka Awang nok merah menyala. Best alu nangga korg tetak bh. Kedak upa katak mk mati! HAHAHAHAKKK!

After finished with everything, we cleaned the place, washed the plates, jadi bibik sambilan. Aot, myself & Anne jd bibik sambilan. Took pictures in the kitchen ngn aksi & gelagat mok mampus takorg ya, hahahaha. Went to Parkson, but then I had to went back early cos parents were calling me to go home. So, particularly, that was it for last night! I HAD FUN! I'm gonna miss you Maz! Belum gk ku peluk & cium kwu. Hahahhhaa.

xoxo.

Update on American Idol

2010-05-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

I think that this is gonna be the shortest post ever.

I was going to say that, LEE DEWYZE WON AMERICAN IDOL! Wohooo! At first I thought that it was Crystal, but well I accepted the fact that he won. :) Many many congrats to you Lee! Love yah! Keep on rockin that voice you got! And oh, Simon Cowell will be no longer joining American Idol. He quitted this season, AWW! I'm gonna miss you Simon! I will miss his critiques, and the whole "Horrible, rubbish" kinda thing with the British accent that he got. He's just a sexy man. And not to forget, Paula Abdul too. All the best for both of you!

xoxo.

Uh

2010-05-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

Ghosts? Do you believe in them? LOL. If you do, then I can't say anything. Oi, they are evil spirits la! Some people have the "gift", which is the 6th sense to see supernatural entities. I've read once in a book, Singapore Ghost Stories where it said that if you put dog's tears into your eyes, you can see them. Do you think it's true? I'm unsure myself. If anyone of you tries to do it, I salute. But, you will suffer the consequences lah ho.

There's this link I found somewhere, this website managed to pull out many pictures of ghostly beings. Are they just a bunch of camera tricks or are they real? Well it's up to you to believe it or not. You can find it here.

http://ohtidak.com/foto-hantu/

Some say that they are the unrest souls because they do not rest in peace. In order to let them rest in peace, they must

complete missions on this earth. I heard that it took them around 40 days to roam around this earth untill they can be put

to rest. Well whatever the speculations are, I think that they are just about the same as humans too. Enjoy viewing the link!

xoxo.

Sleepy Monday

2010-05-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Monday and I can't sleep because my neighbour's fuckin dog made noises in the middle of the night! So I woke up at 6.30 am and texted Aldrin about the dress code to wear to the Teacher's Day celebration at kolej. He said white shirt, black pants. Okay, digged into my closet, and found only a formal blouse in white. Other blouses were like.... Red, orange, pink, purple. LOL. That's the only white shirt slash blouse I have! So I just wore it. Left the house at 8.30 am and went to pick Aldrin up, ngn muka poyo & bok bgn tido. Damn you asuk.

Aldrin said that I looked so formal. What to do. Again, that's the only white shirt slash blouse I have. Then picked Ajong up. On the way, Ajong told me that Anne is not coming so I didn't have to pick her up. Reason : She wanna sleep. Haiyaaa no fair! So, we decided to go to her house. We reached her house, saw her mum and said HI to her. :D Aww, I'm sweet right?! Hahahhaa.

Anne was busy cleaning the house that time, and we hang out a little bit there. That was the first time Aldrin went to her house. In die morgen! HAHAHA. Btw, congrats on your JPA scholarship to Germany! OMG. I'm so jealous + happy for you! Ngaaaa. Watched funny videos on Anne's lappy, Ajong sempat msk mee sedap baa! Dah gik I didn't have breakfast. Hahaha. Someone called asked to go to kolej A.S.A.P -.- So we go la...

Reached there, ingatkn apa, practice duhal. We thought that it was our turn to present -.- met some bitches that they don't like. You guys know who they are ya. Hehehe. Then we went to the new hall, waited for our turn. At that time I was so bored, then I realized that I wasn't alone. So Ajong, Jo, Anne & I went out for a while to buy drinks. Then Anne and Joannes followed me to park the car nearby the hall so that it's easy for us to access it when we "neeeeeed' it. Hahaaha. So then, we came up of an idea to lepak somewhere while waiting for our turn! So I picked Ajong and Awang up from the hall, and went to airport. Bought a big bottle of mineral water cause I was so thirsty that time. Hot day.

Went back to kolej. Drove at 140km/h. Felt like a roller coaster especially if you open your windows. Waited... Fuck! These guys ah so teming! Finally it was our turn, we can't find Alaistair aka drummer boy! Lesap nya, kat jamban, tgh berak! Tuiiii. Lamak gik ya! I thought he was sulking or whatever. Finished the damn crap, went makan lunch at Kimmy's Cafe. Sent Ajong and Joannes back to kolej for orientation. Meanwhile I brought Aldrin & Anne to my house to lepak, since we were out of places to lepak. Heheh. They watched Ghost Whisperer as I took my time to clean myself up. At around 5, I picked up Ajong at kolej. Jammed at St. Columba school! -.-

Then I sent Anne, Ajong and lastly, Aldrin home. Was so exhausted that I slept really early. 10.30 pm. Well, that's it!

xoxo.

In die nacht

2010-05-23T15:34:00.000-07:00

Haaaaii *Stich's voice* hahahaha. I spent 8 hours outdoors , yesterday. Mentang2 dpt drive la ho. Firtsly, went to kolej to practice some songs for Hari Guru. Picked up Ajong. When we got there, those people gik lepak kat luar dewan baru, ya ku manas tok. Teming juak Romeo xbagi kunci dewan! Then Aot and Jobina went inside the car, and we round2 kolej for a while. Hehehe, best x? I texted Jo saying that Ajong and I wanna pick him up, dari hujung dunia, Senadin woi! So we picked him up la. Mula2, muka Jo alim bah when he got out of the house. Skali masuk kreta, HMMMPPH! Mcm kera kna tikam belacan! Head back to kolej again, and those people are in Dewan Premier. So we practice in the class opposite the hall, and coincidentally, there's this group of guys in a band practicing there. BISING LAHHH!

And then when we finished, Ajong texted Anne saying that we are on our way to her house already. So, yah, the moment we got there, we saw her with the vacuum and she was cleaning her house! Aduh jadi bibik yer anak ni. We lepak2 sambil tunggu Anne prepare herself to go out. Then we went to Starbucks, AIRPORT! Bukan Parkson. HEHEHE. Met Maznah there. Tiba2 muncul out of nowhere. Hakhak. She was with her brother duhal. We online and look at some pictures at Esplanade in Facebook. Then we left the place at around 7 pm. First time drive malam ngn kwn. Best eh. Then we round2 Miri.

Passed by Luak Bay, then went to Pulau Melayu, gelap bah the place. EEEE. Scary. So I U-turned at Piasau Golf Club. Then went to Lutong, E-mart! Hahahaa. Went to the petrol station at Permy and saw TAKEPPPP! Then back to Luak Bay and Airport Road. New record: 120 km/h BUAHAHAHAHA! There's another Honda car that wanna race with me, so City vs Civic! HAHA. But then the Civic went to another path, so xjadi racing. That was at Luak Bay road:D Sent Anne back home. At Airport Road lagilah, mcm rocket daaa. Patut pun byk org racing kat Airport Road owh. Bessst! Especially if you open your car window. Then Ajong, then I went home. Heee.

Tokio Hotel!!! Ich liebe dich :)

xoxo.

Girly girly!

2010-05-22T09:45:00.000-07:00

Damn! Would you look at that! I wish I have those!

UWAAA! Stage has its own promotion valid till the end of May! Goshh, it's 40% discount for every items purchased! Look at that colourful foundation, lipstick... OMG. I really wanna get my hands on those babies!

Mission accomplished: Concealer, blusher, loose powder and lipstick

Mission in-accomplished: Foundation, compact powder, brow liner, kohl pencil, eye shadow palette and cheek bronzer!

I wanna make my makeup kit full. Hehehehe. I just love to see the colours, and imagine how would they look like if I put it on different skin tones. Love to experiment with different looks. Harap2 tak jadi mcm alien ek. Hahaha.

xoxo.

The day was Friday

2010-05-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

This happened yesterday, didn't got the chance to post this A.S.A.P cause I was damn tired. Received a text from Ajong saying that he wanted me to pick him, Anne and Jo up and send them to Parkson. Juat got up that time, belum sempat mandi lagi! So I just drove off to kolej and pick them up from nyonya and just realised that the petrol in the tank was almost empty, wadafak.

So I had to use fresh air, all the way.

Ajong: Apa bau semacam ni?!

Jo: Bau org belum mandi ek!

Me: HAHAHAHAK. WOI! Shhhh....

There was a jam at the road opposite Miri City Council.

Ajong told us a story about his cousin yg dating with her boyfriend la, crita lawak as usual. There's this one part, Ajong pdh the car breakdown. Something like that. Seriously funny so we laughed like helllll. Dah gik tingkap wide open! Ada lagi people waiting tepi jalan cia. Nang PERRGHH aar. Heran they all look at us laughing inside the Kancil especially when the 2 baboons laughed. I care what? Laleklah apa org mk pdh. Hahahah.

So I reached Parkson and sent them off at the dropping point. Went back home for a while, took bath and ate lunch, and watch Spongebob for 30 minutes. HEEE. I love Spongebob! Since I was so broke and the Kancil tank was empty, I just had to use the CRV -.- that big car. Uh huh. Nasib still got minyak left. So I drove to Parkson again. Lepak with those Ajong yg tgh syuk watching the Korean video. Tetak pun berdekah2. Tsk tsk tsk... Dahsyat.

I was craving for the fried chicken at McD so Jo and I went there to order fried chicken. I thought it was RM5.95 since there was McValue lunch. Skali tgk, RM9.40 sabar jaklah ku. Then we went back to Starbucks again and ate some of the fries. I ate the chicken. TEHEEE. Then we went to kolej and practiced. Sent Anne back, then Ajong and I went to Boulevard. Then I went back alone cause Ajong wanted to go online there. So, okay. Went straight home, and mum came after me, she tapau laksa and fried chicken, AGAIN! YARABIII. Nang lejuk already I eat chicken bah. Then xda mood I makan, so then I just online. Slept at 11.30 pm :]

School holidays starts on the 28th, and on the 29th, it's Maznah's BBQ time! Looking forward to ayam Akon, Ne yo and Jason Derulo lagi. Hahahaha. Loves!

xoxo.

Oh My Gaash

2010-05-20T05:34:00.000-07:00

Some people just like to mispronounce my name LOL. And some just don't know how to call me. The conclusion is very simple. CALLING ME BY MY 2ND NAME IS ALREADY ENOUGH. I feel akward and very weird when my close friends of the same age call me by my first name. Seriously. If its the person who's older than me, well maybe I can accept it. :D Hehehe.

Anyway, today, went to Esplanade at around 2.30 pm. Waited for those JERANJONG + Aidan. And then, Alais and Awang came. Then, Wayne & Grace. And then Meera + Syairah. Lastly Maznah! You're late this time gangzer. HAAHAHAAK. We talked and took pictures with Grace's camera. Meera brought us to the mamak stall near Imperial Mall, next to Maybank. Joannes & I talked about Justin Bieber again.

Jo: Ee, skarang pun sy dah dpt dgr suara dia "ragau".

Me: Huh? Ragau?

Jo: EHEHHH!!! Garau. Oops.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Parked the car, went in the stall, ordered food and drinks and we feasted. :D

After finishing our meal I had to send Joannes back to kolej. So I tagged Ajong along cause I want someone to accompany me. Too used to my tutor sitting in the car while I was driving. Then, went to Imperial Mall with Ajong. Maznah and the gang told us that they were out of there. PPFFFT. So like, we head to the place where Maz parked her car and sent Ajong there. Then, picked my mum and went for grocery shopping for a while. Ate dinner again. LOL. And went home :)

Kancil oh kancil. I want a new car, but I still think that this Kancil is still good even though its very old. 10 years already w00t. I loike it cause its small and easy to handle. Wonder if I could persuade daddy to get me a Viva. Hehehehe >:D

Ngaa! I wanna watch this. Bubu said it's scary... Woooo. This better be good. If not, I would be drooling on the couch when I watch this crap. Rod, please come back fast :D wanna watch this with you! And oh, not forgetting Hisyam and Randy too, if they wanna come. Both of you don't kacau daun laaa. Dok jauh2 cia. Shoohh! BAHAHAHK.

I just realized that I have undergone some changes, I can't really laugh. I feel like I'm faking it, even if I'm with my friends. I don't know what happened to me :S Can't make jokes anymore, oh no. I'm not EMO okay. Something's wrong with me! I need a clown! UWEEKKK! I asked mum about it. She said that I'm getting matured already. Is it a bad thing to be mature? Sometimes I feel left out by some of my friends cause whenever they laugh about something funny, I just... Laugh along, but it's not real! Huu. I wish I can laugh hard again. :( I wish that I can feel my tummy burning and my chest aching again during school times! This is what I get from staying at home everyday, doing nothing. No laugh. I need to get my own laughing life. I feel like a robot right now. Emotionless. Fark!

xoxo.

How do you spell gay? J-U-S-T-I-N B-I-E-B-E-R?!

2010-05-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

Recognize him? He is "Justin Bibirrr" *Grace, your fault* Hahaha.

Hahahahah. Hey, no offence to those fans out there aite? I, too am one of his fans okay. Some of his songs are okay, but some are... A lilll bit tooo exaggerating. Don't you think so? His upcoming new song, Stuck in the Moment is starting to be in my favourite song list! I like him, but not to the extreme till I daydream about him. NOO. Hehehe. Guys, love him or hate him, its up to you. I can't say anything cause its your choice.

And today, I went to pick up Aldrin Glenn, cause he has no transport to kolej. Before that, I received a text from Ajong saying that they are at Parkson and wanted me to go there too. So I was like "Nevermind Jean. Take your time. Let them wait. HAHAHA" I kinda forgot the way to Aldrin's house. Reached his junction, but I forgot which was his house! And he called me saying "Its the 3rd one!" "OOOO... I thought it was far in the middle. LOL" Okay then. So we went to Parkson. Stopped at the traffic light opposite Parkson, texted Ajong and he asked me to chow from there cause they wanna go to kolej already. Damn! Luckily the coast was clear (I used to say "the ghost is clear") I cut through and drove all the way to kolej.

Reached kolej, as usual, rehearsal for Teacher's Day. That was what happened:

Maznah: Lalat terbang2...

Anne: Eee-ii-eee-ii-ooo.

Maznah: Skati jak kwu tok! Hahahaha.

We played the "truth or dare game" by spinning a plastic bottle on a table.

Sapa kuat masturbate? *spun the bottle* JOANNESSS! HAHAHAHA.

Sapa suka Maznah? *spun the bottle again* JOANNES! WAKAKAKKAAK!

All to Joannes :D today is your unlucky day. BWAHAHAH.

Halfway through, Anne was feeling a bit unwell so I decided to send her home. Tagged Joannes and Ajong along. Reached her gate, and when I wanted to park the car..

Anne: Jean Jean! Iboh! Dekat ngn P-P-P-PPILI ya!

Ajong, Jo and Me: LAUGHED OUR ASS OUT!

AHAHAHHA. Funnyyy :D

Anne was taking her bath and got ready to go out, while Ajong, Joannes and I were waiting, we sat and watched tv with her siblings. Joannes called for James, Anne's lil brother.

Joannes: James *voice cracked*

Ajong & I: WTF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....

Anne was all ready and, we head back to kolej again to send Joannes.

On the way to airport road, the road was so bumpy and I was driving at about 80 km/h. The tyres hit a big hole. Or bump. Dah gik byk keta that time so I had to go more to my lane -.-

Anne: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! *suara jantan*

Joannes: WAAAAAAAAA! *suara ayam*

Ajong: AAAAAAAA!!! *suara biasa*

HAHAHHAHAKKKKKK! MACIBAI LUBANG YA! Dah gik suspension hard, butuh. Nasib, nasib.

So then Ajong and Anne followed me to Parkson, and chilled at Starbucks. Maz and Awang came along. We talked so much about school and life of being a form 6 student. 3 girls who are hated and discriminated in their class. And some of the "UNLIKED PEOPLE IN OUR FORM 5 YEARS" Wakakakak! Maz and I met "someone" that we know. SLUT!

Maz : Eeee. Curang nya owh.

Me : Well, slut bah. Hahahhak.

And some explicit things involved.

Hahahaha. And the chat went on and on till 8 pm. I had to went back early. Its been a long time since we didn't talk that long. Went to the basement, and I was about to pay my parking fee till the right mirror of the car accidentally knocked the scanning machine. FUCK! Thank God there were no dents, only little scratches. HOOOOO.

Lady in the pondok: Ok ka? *touched the car mirror*

Me : Ok. Heheh. Sorry ya. *LOL*

VROOM OUT!

Went home, picked dad and grandma, went to auntie's house. Then picked Bryan up. Went home. That's it for today.

xoxo.

Killing 2 birds with one stone

2010-05-18T07:03:00.000-07:00

An antique mailbox post in Germany. Cool huh? I wish I have this in front of my house.

Uweek! I woke up at 11 this morning, got a text from Alais saying that he wants me to come to Kolej at 2 pm. And, you know what? He sent it at 6.30 AM. Which is the time I was still asleep like a baby. So I was like "Okayy, what is it this time?" Cooked lunch, ate, and drove to kolej. Reached there at around 3 pm. I was doing reversed parking at the parking lot opposite the teacher's office when I met Jasmine Chen, who was also doing reversed parking with her car. Both using Honda, so I assumed that we are Honda fans! :D

So she asked me about my plans to further studies and all. My whole intention to go to kolej is to get the documents certified. But since Alais said that the teachers were having their meeting, then I was like, OK, its cool. So the first person I met when I reached Ajong's class was AOT! With her camera. Hahaha. Then Aldrin with his guitar. Said HI to everyone... Hafidzan didi! Mamat! Wooh. And yeah, Ajong and I watched a video about a choir group. I didn't get the title of the song they sang but the lyrics was only "MEOOOOOWW" wtf. I know! Meooow the whole way. And funny tooo! OMG. I laughed so hard when I watched that.

And then I got it, Alais wanted me to go there because he wants me to help the form 6 people to practice their song for upcoming Teacher's Day. We are the world - Various US Artists. So, we had much fun. Sent Ajong to Boulevard, and went home. And that's it. Tomorrow I will be playing the bass? Oh gosh please. My fingers are killing me. I want to soak them in ice water. HAHAH. And oh, the others just knew that UiTm has its own campus in Mukah. It's still new by the way. So, I forgive you if you do not know its existence. Heheheh. Well, that's it for today! Tschau.

xoxo.

Out of boredom.

2010-05-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

Okay! Just some random post for today :) I've been listening to Omarion's Ice box. And I wonder why everytime when I listen to it, my stomach feels really weird. Like, SERIOUSLY! Is it me, or what...? Nevermind. Maybe it's because of the lyrics. "I'm so cold, I'm so cold". It kinda reminds me of the past, damn it! I am a zealous person, okay! But now I've moved on. Yay me.

2nd thing:

Currently I'm gonna do self learning on playing some jazzy tunes. THEY'RE HARD I KNOW. But I love music and I just wanna have fun with it! Creating my own tunes for people to hear. I love making listeners satisfied with my playing. Haha xD For you guys, especially those who are so eager to know how to play instruments via hearing (mainly the piano), DO NOT ever be TONE DEAF! Aite? Yes you heard me. Never be tone deaf. Do train your ears to recognize some of the notes, tunes, or keys in some song. Do this as many times as possible, well I don't give a damn on how much do you practice this everyday. But be sure to keep on training your ears.

The key to playing spontaneously with hearing is to keep listening. Find the tunes with your piano and gradually you'll be used to it :D I hope this advice helps you.

Oh damn, I think I will never be able to complete my music theory studies. I've stopped till Grade 5 only, and the other 3 grades? Erm, I think I would have to postpone it till I'm married?! HAHAHA. Oh well, I don't really care tho. I really want to get my hands on and play the HARP. Why? Because I love the sound of that instrument. It really calms me out.

A big sized harp.

Tchaikovsky

Favourite song from him: The dance of the sugar plum fairies.

Because they sound so mysterious and light!

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

Love his songs, because this is where I can express my playful

emotion (because I am always playful, haha) His songs are mostly embedded

with all the cheerful and child-like details. I always enjoy playing his songs. The last

time I played his song was during my Grade 8 (last) piano exam in 2007. Sonata in C.

J.S. Bach

In his songs, I noticed that he emphasize more on the melody, be it in right hand or left hand. There are also some details to make his songs sound interesting and mysterious in the same way. I played one of his song when I was in Grade 4, which is Concerto in B minor (if I'm not mistaken) Hahah.

Yeah. Listen to the music freak. HAHAHAHA. Oh well, that is what I get from learning too much of music. LOL. At least I wasn't bored writing about it.

xoxo.

Mein Tag

2010-05-16T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today, I went out with Josh Emang. Had dinner at Citrus. I was walking to my seat, when I bumped into JENIFER LIM! OMG. Girl, I didn't know you worked there! Or its because I don't remember that you're actually working there. Hahaha. Anyway, Josh & I ate chicken baked rice. I had vanilla milkshake while he drank soybean :P Felt quite akward at first, but then I was ok :)

After finishing our dinner, we head to Parkson. Wanna watch movie, but Ironman 2 started at 7.15 and we reached there at around 8 pm. Like, SHEEEET. So we decided to chill at Starbucks. Ordered 2 Hazelnut hot chocolate, Grande size. With whipped cream. Well at least I get what the cashier people said, unlike last time, when I was still getting used to the place. LOL.

(Long time ago)

Me: I would like to have one grande chocolate cream chip.

Cashier guy: With hazelnut?

Me: Yes. *auk aja*

Cashier guy: Do you want with whipped cream?

Me: Yes. *auk ajak agik*

(Ajong stared at me blankly)

Ajong: Jean, kmu pahamka apa dia ckp itu?

Me: Taklah. I auk aja. HAHAHAHA

Both laughed hysterically.

Like seriously, the cashier guy talked really fast till I just have to say "YES". Only now I am used to the way the cashier people talk to their customers. LOLLL!

So Josh & I look for a place to seat. We chit chat about some interests. And not forgetting, CAMWHORE SESSION!!

Then, we went around Miri. Since Miri is getting more boring. I can't wait to go away from Miri :D

Thanks for the night Joshie. Hahaha.

xoxo.

Tribute to Jeanna Livan Lawai

2010-05-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry, late post. Was feelin so lazy! 12 May 2010. Jeanna's birthday. (Wednesday) I love you girl. Thanks for being at my side when I need you. Thanks for being a listening wall when I want to lepas geram. Thanks for making my school days full of laughter & adventure. Thanks for waiting for me every morning before roll call & walk with me to the berandah. And thanks for teman-ing me escaping the roll call too. Oh, not to forget the spotcheck. Thanks for hiding my handphone with yours. Thanks for lending me ur shoulder for me to sleep on. Hahahaha.

Thanks for gossiping with me when teachers are busy teaching at the front. BAYAU! hahahahak. Thanks for sharing food with me. Thanks for layan-ing my crappy talks. Thanks for covering up my mistakes so that I won't be caught by Mdm Ooi and Miss Kat. About our hair in 2008, both of us got caught by some teachers because it wasn't black. Biaserla, sehati sejiwa. Heehhehe. Thanks for lending me your books for me to copy some answers. Thanks for all the things that you did. Thanks for always & always accompanying me to tha TOILET!

You sure grow up so fast my dear :D

xoxo.

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-08T18:52:00.000-07:00

To everyone who celebrates MOTHER'S DAY TODAY! Happy Mother's Day :D Love you guys, muah!

xoxo.

5th May 2010

2010-05-05T18:55:00.001-07:00

Woke up early cause I had an interview with some people from Bintulu area who do not know about SARAWAK FAMILY PLANNING =.= And, it went quite well, I guess. But I just felt that I was being kinda rude to them cause I didn't really said "I'm sorry" or whatever meticulous things to please them but nevermind. I don't put high hopes on it tho. Before the interview I went for the test, interest test actually. At first I thought it was something about Biology test or something but when I looked at the booklet, there were 227 questions about your interest. LOL!

So I finished in 40 minutes and then head to the interview room. Hah... Had to arrange all my documents in the file and envelope... I finished at around 12.40 pm and called my mum. She came to pick my up and before that she talked to her friend who was an interviewer that time (but she didn't interviewed me cause I did not go to room 1) :S Anyways, I went home and took a bath, Rod picked me up and we went to Parkson!

As soon as we enter Parkson, he was like "Why this place is so dark?" No current lah that. Hehe. We went to Starbucks and met Maznah, Jo and Anne. Jo's face looked like raccoon cause he has the black eyes... Hahahah! I miss you guys! Meera came, then Alais, Clinton and Wilson. We talked, and laughed lotsss.

And went to McD, qued up and the counter. Ajong came with his TARAB HEAD :D Ahahaha! We huggedddd. Ngaaaa I miss u Azong! After ordering we sat at the tables. I sat next to Maznah. We sambung crita lagi. Then Alais made a plan of having BBQ at Aot's house. So everyone paid rm10. TO ME! Mahahahak. I paid rm50 to Alais already. After done at McD, we walked around Parkson and then Ajong said "BIG WILDBOOOOO" hahahaah.

So then we went to Esplanade but then the plan changed and we went to Marina Bay! I love Aot's car btw :D And then, we talked again, and took pictures together. We chow at around 6 cause Rod had to pick his mum. So he sent me back, he can't go to the BBQ later. Awww. Gonna miss u cyg. Yerrr hp baru bah org! Hahahaha LOL. That's it for now. Looking forward to the BBQ. :)

xoxo.

Happy birthday aunt Betty!

2010-05-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

I haven't been posting for a day, and that's because I spent the night at Eastwood Valley, partying with my aunt and cousins. Now she's 45 years old but hey, she's still hot and young at heart! Actually my uncle booked a room there days before the event and we didn't want to let her know because it was meant to be a surprise. But then since uncle's going offshore, then she would have to take over. Hahah. Poor thing.

So we got there, unpack our things, in our room B505. It's a chalet, one cozy chalet with 2 king-sized beds. After we had settled down and resting, around 4.30 pm my cousins and I headed to the swimming pool. Its long and its about 1.5 metre high, I don't have to worry because the level of the swimming pool is the same throughout. Then, we went to the jacuzzi to massage ourselves with water. It's so nice. I went to have a look at the sauna and steam bath booth, and also tried it! Garhh, it got me sweating all over. Is it true that you can lose weight by just going into the sauna? LOL.

We went back to the room at 6.30 pm, all wet and a bit tanned. The worst thing is that we have to pass by the restaurants and the reception counter with all the guests and crews walking and eating and watching us. How embarassing... So we cleaned up, showered, shaved, plucked.. Did whatever to clean ourselves from chlorine. TEEHEEE.

Head to the restaurant at Eastwood to have our dinner. Yummeh! We were all full, and we head back. And aunt Betty's friends came to celebrate with a cake. Charlene ordered a 3D piano cake, all covered in chocolate icing, and on it was another chocolate bar which is written "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY" Aww, so sweet. So we sang the birthday song and felt so pity on the cake as she cut it....

We ate, chit chat... And that's it. Went to bed at 12.30 am. But we can't sleep cause we can hear the song played by my uncle, DJ Cbell J at Victoria Pub -.- So I assumed that he's working alright. But I forced myself to sleep. And I did at last. Woke up at 9 on Sunday. Went swimming again, but this time with my aunt and mum! Then we checked out at around 12.30 pm and went to town before we head back home.

I was so tired that I slept for a while. But I enjoyed passing by the guests who were eating, WET. Wait, that sounds weird... HAHAHA.

xoxo.

Fick dich!

2010-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Today, I went out to tailor to get my dress done for another wedding, my uncle from my dad's side this time is gonna get married. I was like, what's with guys and marriage this year? LOL. I met my friend, *well practically she is not my true friend cause she is the backstabbing type* so we talked and, actually she's a year younger than me.

She asked about where am I gonna further my studies and all, so I said, I will still wait for IPTA's response and an interview coming up on the 5th of May, so if I pass this interview, I won't have to go into University and study for 5 years. I would just go for training for 3 years and after that time, I can already have a job in a clinic or even hospital. Yes, kinda like a shortcut to getting a job. Well, of course, it is under the government. Cause my parents don't agree with me working in private companies. Who knows it will suddenly go bankrupt *no offense tho*

Working for he government is easier and stable, I will have a stable income, besides working on shifts, well every nurses should work on shifts nowadays. Being a nurse is the most noble job that you can find in the big big world. Not to mention doctors. Hehehe. Wayne, if you're reading this, please employ me next time :D

So back to the story, we talked. And... She was like " Why do you have to go and study at a local University or training centre while you can go to the private ones?! Doing masterskill is better than training in local centre" I was like "Why do you care? It's my decision man! It has got nothing to do with you."

We kinda argued about that thing, and she was acting so so strange that I have to end the conversation with "You know what? You suck. It doesn't matter about where I am going to study aite. If you are rich, you go and study in masterskills, you work in Singapore, and in the end got fucked up because you noticed that you are one of those nurses that doesn't know how to even bandage a wound! Fuck you. It's not my problem."

She think she's so smart dude. I know I sound a bit nerdy and whatever you call that. Talking about careers always gimme a headache! I wish I can be like my friends, they take the things that they like, not by force. Sometimes, I feel jealous too. Being a nurse is so stressful. And I'm afraid that I won't be able to have time with my own family next time.

Friends, I miss you. Maz! I miss you stereng. Hahahaha. And my bitches Anne, Jna, Ajong and Jo, Wayne I miss you guys. Miss laughing so hard, but its okay. Next Wednesday I will see you again. Except for Ajong and Wayne :S I was wondering when can I ever get to see you guys again after we further our studies....

xoxo.

30.04.10

2010-04-29T08:15:00.000-07:00

Its 45 minutes to 12, and I would like to take this time and opportunity to wish my SWEET BABY BOO RODNEY A VERY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! You are old, muahahahh! And legal. To adult matters, if you know what I mean. ^^

My advice to you is: Please be a good boy. Imma kick your arse if you don't behave ya. Secondly, you're going to matriks, please do well in your studies. Make your parents and me, proud too. Now I'm talking like a 50 year old woman. HAAA. Well, thirdly, God bless you always and I love you too.

I'm gonna miss you. Even if I don't, well deep down, yes I will :S

xoxo.

Cold day!

2010-04-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

Gawsh... It rained the whole day, and just stopped maybe a couple of hours ago. I'm kinda freezing, and my body felt as if there are sooo many needles piercing through, ugh I hate it. Because that is one of the symptoms I always get before having a fever. But seriously, my body was so hot that I drank a lot of water, and my piss felt warm too! LOL too much info, I get it. HAHAHAH.

Uh, anyway, I went for car training under the rain just now, despite feeling unwell due to the weather yesterday. Can't wait to finish this off so that I won't have to go back to that old driving school again, and see the same faces everyday. Heee. Test is next week. And I'm still cool. Just waiting for the day before the exam then I will get nervous. UUUUU! I just hope for a good car, not some lousy & unserviced car *car number 2, it is* OOPS.

After the first exam, there will be another one, and it is gonna be on the next day! Which is... Jeng jeng jeng. An interview with some people from SPA or JPA *I'm just confused* to see wether I'm qualified enough to become a nurse. Mum told me everything and what am I supposed to do during the interview. I was like : Hey, you don't have to push me too hard!

=.= HAH. If I can pass both of these IMPORTANTE matter, I would be more than happy. Lord, do give me the strength! :D

Currently, still waiting for IPTA's response to my application. I would love see where I could go after this. But hey, I would end up in the same place too. IN THE MEDICAL FIELD. I know my parents are not the type who let me do what I want. It's all for the sake of pleasing them tho. Sucks aite? But well, sometimes we cannot get what we want.

Moral of the story: Listen to the adults!

xoxo.

Mein Onkel Hochzeitsfotos

2010-04-22T16:04:00.000-07:00

Hier sind einige Fotos von meinem Onkel Hochzeit. Es dauerte eine lange Zeit, um dieses bearbeitet zu bekommen. Ich bekam zu treffen und alle meine Cousinen, Onkel und Tanten, die ich nie gesehen habe entweder. Es begann an der Kirche von Good Sheperd, Lutong bis Eastwood :D Herzlichen Glückwunsch zu ihnen, und ich habe eine neue Tante!

Onkel Neil und Tante Shirlene

Abendessen bei Eastwood Valley. Mm, lecker lecker lecker!

Tante Chau, Oma, Mutter

VIP Tan Sri Alfred Jabu und mein Onkel Daniel

AAA! Cousine Hollis. Niedlich!

Mutter und ich, das Auto ist sehr schön.

Gruppenfoto zusammen

Ich sah ziemlich braungebrannt und ich mag es!

xoxo.

Ich brech aus....

2010-04-21T21:03:00.000-07:00

Uh, tag! :D Dieses Mal werde ich in Deustch schreiben. Und... Heute, ich werde aus dem Lied lyrics Hey Du Beitrag gesungen von Tokio Hotel. Aber vohrer, 18. April 2010, ging ich zu meinem Onkel Hochzeit. Es hat Spaß gemacht, und ich bekam die Zeit, auf meine Familie und Verwandten zu verbringen, und die meisten Erwachsenen haben vor Mitternacht getrunken, vor allem mein Großvater, der eine Rede gab es den Neuvermählten. Ich schlief um 1.30 Uhr und war müde, aber glücklich. Hier sind die lyrics von Hey Du - Tokio Hotel ( Es ist ein cooler Song) Ich liebe dich!

Hallo ich bin aus deiner Nachbargalaxie - Wo es keinen Horizont und keine Grenzen gibt - Jeder Tag geht nie vorbei - Die Nächte sind Unendlich - Herzschlag Lichtgeschwindigkeit - Raum und Zeit verschiebt sich - Alltag gibt's nicht - Träume sind wirklich - Keiner beschwert sich - Mensch sag mal - Bist du auch so glücklich

Hey du - Kleiner Android - Hey du - Auf deinem Satellit

Hallo, für dich hab ich meinen Kurs verlassen - Ihr seid neu für mich - Ihr liebt es euch zu hassen - Wie geht das ? - Macht das Spass - Bei uns läuft das anders - Heut ist dein Gluckstag - Mensch komm her und wünsch dir was

Hey du - Kleiner Android - Hey du - Auf deinem Satelit - Mit Überschall durchs - Sternenmeer - Nimm mich mit - Ich kann nicht mehr - Hey du - Kleiner Android

Mensch komm mal her - Mensch wünsch dir was - Mensch komm mal hier - Mensch hab mal Spass

Hey du - Mensch komm mal her - Hey du - Mensch wünsch dir was - Hey du - Mensch komm mal hier - Hey du - Mensch hab mal Spass

Hallo kleiner Android - Ich bin so alleine - Mein Herz ist ein Vakuum - Schwer wie tausend Steine - Ich will was riskieren - Hab nichts zu verlieren - Komm start die Maschinen - Lass uns zusammen ne - Runde fliegen

Hey du - Kleiner Android - Hey du - Auf deinem Satelit - Mit Überschall durchs - Sternenmeer - Nimm mich mit - Ich kann nicht mehr - Hey du - Kleiner Android

Mit Überschall durchs Sternenmeer - Nimm mich mit - Ich kann nicht mehr - Hey du - Kleiner Android

Mensch komm mal her - Mensch wünsch dir was - Mensch komm mal her - Mensch hab mal Spass

xoxo.

Do you speak Prada?

2010-04-15T20:04:00.001-07:00

Ahhh, the title! Makes me wanna speak Prada :D Well, lemme tell a bit about speaking Prada. Speaking Pada means speaking and making a high fashion statement. Well, not literally speaking "PRADA PRADA PRADA" the whole way? LMAO. Ahahaha. It just involves the famous brands in the fashion industry, from Agnes B to Zac Posen! Oh and btw, Alexander McQueen died on 11th of February this year. R.I.P McQueen. I'm sure all of your clients are more than appreciating your chick inventions in the fashion industry.

I've been watching Ugly Betty during the holidays and I kinda admire Marc and Amanda for speaking Prada :) It makes one seriously a fashionista, not to mention shopaholics! J'adore Vivienne, Habillez Moi, Gucci, Fendi and Prada, VALENTINO *my favourite* and Armani too, man I love them Jimmy Choo!

We love designer! Who doesn't? You are who you wear, its true. A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose. So meaning like, if a girl chooses an ugly shoe, her face is uglier than Vera Wang! Oops. My bad. Hahaha. My time is up, TTFN :D

xoxo.

Ah, 2 SICK DAYS.

2010-04-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

Damn, I can't sleep last night. I have this weird sensation that happens in my nose and throat. Having flu, a REAL BIG WATERFOUNTAIN kind of flu. Besides, I can feel the mucus in my nose dripping into my throat everytime when I lay down to sleep last night. I had to get up and expel all of it. Was feeling so unwell, oh brother! This flu ruined my sleeping routine.

My uncle's wedding is coming soon, that is on the 18th if April, 1.30 pm, Good Shepherd Church, Lutong. I'm excited cause this is really my first time to REALLY witness the Holy Matrimony of, well... My uncle. Heeeh! All this while I've been playing instruments for weddings so I didn't really get the chance to REALLY see what's going on. *like, REALLY* Hahaha. I'm gonna have a new auntie! Yay. Well, I'll post some pictures IF and only IF I take some ya :) hahah.

Short post? Well, yah. I'm speechless now. Guten nacht schätzchen!

xoxo.

Empti-NESS.

2010-04-02T17:10:00.000-07:00

LOL, I was talkin about emptyness. Well, I am not empty. I still have my organs and bones to sit up and enjoy till I die. I was listening to Kisah Tidak Sempurna by Samsons. Love it! Very sentimental, but I love the arrangement. It's like being in a romance movie, and your heart being broken up cause you break up with your loved one. Hahah. Well, obviously the song said well. "An imperfect tale." Love tale it is. "I am not perfect for you. " No lah, noone is perfect in this world. So folks, I just wanna say that if that person really loves you, he/ she will accept everything of you. Including your strengths and your weaknesses.

The first time I listened to this song, I cried. Ahahak! Weird you say? I say its okay to express your emotion tho. Yesterday, I went out with mom and Bryan. Went to Sun City, I ate grilled chicken leg with chips. But before that when I looked at the menu, I was like "Chicken leg? I thought it was supposed to be chicken thigh. Cause nobody serves grilled chicken leg which is too small for a serving" =.= But I just ordered it cause I wanna see the meat. And it was chicken tigh! Not chicken leg! ROFL. I ate it, and OMG. I think the chef's taste bud was numb for the whole entire day cause he added too much SALT! Guess he thought of my sis Angie Jolie when I ordered the food. And I took a sip of my Teh C Special. Again, OMG, there was too much sugar! Gosh, I wanna throw up for a while, luckily mum brought a water bottle in the car. I felt relieved after that.

Thinking of getting an LV bag. Original or fake. I don't care. As long as it looks original. Hahahah! Well, at least its something. But I can't find any in Miri. Might as well go to KL. Oh well.

xoxo.

?!

2010-03-31T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hallu! Ich bin krank :( He ate my heart, he A-A-ATE my heart! Ahahaha! Sam is back from offshore! And the first thing he wanna do is to jam at KEC. =.= Go ahead lah. LOL. Well if Fwank aka Bubu aka Big Monster was here I bet those 2 monsters will crack up and, I will definitely be the shortest person IF I ever have the chance to hangout with them again. Oh, not not mention EJ, uweh! Hehehe ^^

Currently listening to Lady Gaga's Monster. UU, this song fits YOU, FWANK. hahaha! This song has all the description about a monster! Well, not literally the boogie monster or whatever you call that. Pwlease don't eat me *puppy eyes* I know you wont dare to eat me, kan CHICKEN FWANK?! And, no I don't feel bad calling you monster, yet. :D Once in a while. Once I get to Kuching, I will join Sanddy, and build some girl power to defeat the monster (WHICH IS YOU) hahah. Well, enough of the crap.

So, today... Is the 31st of March and do you know what day it is? It's April Fool's Eve!! And tomorrow, I wanna be a kid for once, for erlenejean's sake! I slept kinda late last night, 12.30 am. After watching Supernatural on TV3 and Whose Line Is It Anyway? at Starworld. And while watching those programs, I fold the clothes. How boring, and motherly. Well, I was in a motherly mood tho. Even though I'm not a mother yet. Ah, there goes the crap again.

This whole crapping thingy comes because practically, I have no other things to do. I still have 3 more months to go and further my studies. In thah meantime, I could do a lot of things, including getting my license, FASTER. *grin*

Met Alais at Senadin, he was in his RED CRESENT SOCIETY shirt. LOL. Obviously he was on duty and got the time to send his friends to driving school. How sweet. At dinnertime, went out with cousin Sha, and my grandma. We wanted to go to Happy Fashion Boutique but it was closed! Not to worry, there's always a tomorrow. HAHAHAHA. I wanted a new pair of Wedges. Or Stilletoes. Hmm, it's hard being a girl. I know. HEHEHE. Oh, I really need a new hair do, new makeup. LOL! ARH! Dresses. =.=

xoxo.

Reunion. Again!

2010-03-25T16:01:00.001-07:00

Last night, I went to Michelle De'oug's reunion party situated at Yi Hah Hai Restaurant. She is gonna move to KL *Kandang Lembu. EH?!* to study. Alaistair picked me up, he came early cause at that time I was still in the shower when he reached my place. So I have to rush a bit. Hahaha. Then we went to pick up Aldrin Glenn from Permyjaya. Yes Aldrin Glenn. Full name :P Then picked up Michelle herself. And went to Hah Hai. We decided to eat outside the restaurant cause it was really airy and nice! Wayne was already there before we came. But he waited in the car.

Then we went out of the car and, yah we ordered some food. Seaweed soup, siew pak chai *is it?*, toufu claypot, butter chicken and steamed fish. The table was rather small, so we have to shift some of the food to another table at my back. But its OK anyway. Then Winnie, Lilian and Qwendeline came. Winnie was like...

Winnie: SA MAU ORDER TIGER LAA.

Alais: ORDERLAA. KAMU INI KASI SA TEMTATION SAJA.

Winnie: APAHAL KAMU TITAK MINUM?

Alais: Sa good boy ma.

Me, Michelle, Wayne: *cough*

Yerlah tu. Hahaha. The food came and made our table too congested =.=" And again, shift shift shiifftt! And we ate ate ate the food! Oh before that, Aldrin said a prayer for Michelle and the food too. The next thing I know is Winnie ordering some crabs, and this is what she said...

Winnie: Order ketam masak kicap.

Waiter: Brapa kilo? Satu kilo?

Winnie: Satu EKOR! *confident with the finger up*

All of us: LOL-ing. Including the waiter. Omah gawd. Other people looked at us with their blur faces.

Jeez, that was embarrassing and funny as well. Maybe cause of too much Tiger she had before. Hahah. After finish eating, we chit chat about school life and waited for digestion.... Aldrin just listened because practically he was the only one who was not studying at Kolej. Winnie, winnie, you are still funny like before. :) If Ajong and Joannes were there last night, I think the whole restaurant will collapse. COOOOLL! HAHAHA.

The crabs came and only Michelle and Winnie ate that. Alais took a bit of them. But in the end.... Michelle had to finish all of it, which she couldn't do. Hahah. It was too much for her! So she mumbled to herself. I watched her, in fear. Nah just kidding! :D Wayne was the first to go back. After that, Alais sent Winnie, Lilian and Qwen to Submarine. I guess they had pretty much fun there. Ngahaak! The four of us, Michelle, Aldrin, Alais and myself went to the pool club on top of 2020 *I can't remember the name* Met Dexter Stanley, Qaliesha, Stephanie Martha & Hanini.

Aldrin & Alais played pool as the girls sat down and laughed and cheered for them. Not to mention, the hall was full of Carbon Monoxide + Carbon Dioxide + Cigarette Smoke = Secondary smokers. What the crap am I yapping about..? *nerd much*

So then we went back at almost 12. Maybe 10 mins before midnight. (First time coming back rather late with friends) Good thing dad didn't BOM me. HEE :D Pictah time!

Love you Michelle. Looking forward to see you again soon! Jangan buang batu :P GBU my friend.

xoxo.

110310 and so on

2010-03-13T01:33:00.001-08:00

Hi guys! Got my exam results. Went to school to get it. Guess who drove me there? Alaistair my cousin! Heheh. Clinton, Syafiqah and Awang came next. About the result... It has its ups and downs I should say. Some unexpected surprise too. EST & Moral= A-?! I can't believe it!

Chem, Bio, Phy = B+?! WTF?! All this while I thought that its more than that. Oh nevermind. Time to move on. 2 credits, as usual. Heh. I'm soo thankful to God whom has given me the courage & wisdom to answer all those papers! Hah... Met my friends. Oh I miss them.

After getting our results, we chit chat with some teachers. Gonna miss them! And then we went to the canteen for a lil while to meet the sisters there! Hahaha. And not forgetting to make some stupid noise there too. Followed Alaistair back, he sent us, Anne, Joannes, Ajong & myself to Parkson. Went to McDonald's, met Jed, Syafiq, Randy, Hisyam... Geng Stco and Stjo. Sat with Maznah and Anna. Wayne came with his bald head. Well, not really bald. HAHA :D

I gave Anne something, she hugged me. You're welcome babe! Glad you like it! Went for bowling, hangout at Starbucks, and I bought new sunnglasses with Frank's RM50. Ngeee. Oh and btw, after getting my results, my phone started bombarding me with all kinds of calls and texts. I get annoying, and I wished that I could turn it OFF!

Anyway, yeah. I'm satisfied, and not satisfied at the same time. That's it!

xoxo.

Super Sunday.

2010-02-23T01:06:00.000-08:00

Late post! Cause I was tired and all. Sunday was pretty calming cause I got to go out with Mr Bubu. We went to Imperial, bought stuffs, then the Grand Oil Lady *or Grand Old Lady* whatever it is! Watched the scenery, beautiful! In the meantime while waiting for the sun to set, we head to Tanjung Lobang. Mr Bubu showed me a video from Billy and Mandy the cartoon.

The elephant, named Fretfretburger is cute! And annoying at the same time. Hahaha. When the sun started to set, we head to Marina Bay. And watched it. I saw so many people there... It was windy, the sea was rough. Then this came across my mind... "SAM, ARE YOU OK AT THE BOAT THERE?! DON'T BARF YA." Cause Mr Bubu and I were screaming "HI SAMM! HOW YA DOING OVER THERE?!" We thought that he would hear us. LOL.

I hope Sam is ok offshore. Not to mention he has this sea drunk disease. LOL. Then there goes the sun, and we head to Parkson... Had dinner at Sushi King, and went back. He got the chance to meet my parents. Heheh. So they talked... And he went back at 10 something. And that was it!

Oh by the way, I am hunting for a good nude lipstick colour. I loooove nude colour. It makes my lips look sexy. xD Haha. Ignore me. Mr Bubu is going back to Kuching on the 8th of March to continue his studies. Again. So I guess I'll be missing him then. Our last outing would be on the 7th March. *sobs*

I'll be back with more... :D

xoxo.

Blast night! Wahahak.

2010-02-20T23:02:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I went to church and then I went home. Grandma gave me a tube dress she bought. It fits, HOOO YEAAHHH. Then my auntie Ah Mi called and asked to go to her house for visiting,thought it would be a quick one but we stayed till night.

Came in, ate nasi briyani, curry, rendang... All nice foods! Then me and my close cousin Sharon hangout with my chinese cousins at the living room, watching chinese drama, it was really funny! But unfortunately Sharon doesn't understand Mandarin so she was just staring at that stupid box. TEEHEE. In the evening, we went to the park at Senadin to play bicycle and swing! And I realised something went bad that I needed to went back and take a bath.. But I went back to my auntie's house again for dinner.

All my cousins were there, including the kids. OMG they are sooo annoying. The adults were outside having their meals and the kids, and teens were inside, conquering the whole big house! They were making noises and fighting and screaming... Squealing... Oink oink. If I was their mom I'd just lock myself in my room and not caring about anything!

Well as usual the teens, including me, were texting other people and the kids were so eager to "entertain" us with their SO CALLED FUNNY SHOWS! They said that we have no life cause we only face our cellphones everyday. Well, ya we don't have life, so we ARE getting one? So stop bothering? Gah, and my auntie came in to check on us once in a while, and everytime when she comes in, the kids got soooo friggin quiet! But when she comes out, hmm..!

I was like... "Oh goodiiieee! I wish that was longer... SCREW YOU PEOPEWWW" hahaha. Played pillow fight, whatever that amuses them. But there was a lil fight between Eva and Eugene. So both of them separated by a wall. Eva went to the other side of the sitting room... And cried... Awww..! But I managed to cheer them a bit. At the end of the day, all of us lay down on the sofa exhausted.

I really ate a lot, and I don't feel heavy. I don't even know what's wrong with my body. I don't care... Went back home at 1 something. Feelin really tired and sleepy taking care of the lil kids. Well, that's it for yesterday.

For today, in 30 minutes time I'm gonna go out with Frank! So I'm gonna get ready now! Here are the pics of yesterday's painful event. HAHA.

xoxo.

Fun-nie!

2010-02-16T06:00:00.000-08:00

Went out with the JERANJONG + Maznah + Grace - Jeanna. Huuu. I miss Jeanna, her bag got snatched at Emart yesterday. I feel bad for her.

Anyway, Rod pick me up at 4.30 pm. Arrived at my gate and talked to my dad cause my dad wants to meet him before we go. Coincidentally my dad was washing the car.

Him: Hi uncle.

Dad: Oh hi!

Me: He's bringing me out today.

Dad: Ok. What time you'll finish?

Him: At around 6.

Dad: Alright. Not too long ya.

Him: Ok. Don't worry. Nice to know you uncle.

Dad: Sure, nice to know you too.

Then we got in the car and head to Parkson, since my friends were there. Before that I was having lunch party for my cousin who just turned 17 this year. Heheh! When we reached Parkson, we went to Starbucks to see them. And Ajong together with Joannes were wearing biiiiiig sunglasses! HAHAHA. Joannes's one was Dolce & Gabanna while Ajong's one was Gucci. If I'm not mistaken. Said HI to them.

Rod: Bzzzzzzz! *insect sound*

Ajong: *blur face* Bzzz? Nama nyak?

Me: Your glasses. Hahaha.

Ajong: OOOH. HAKHAKHAK!

Gave Maznah a treat for her birthday. She wanted Signature hot chocolate while I ordered the Cafe Latte. Rod got the same thing as Maznah's. The drinks were soo hot so both Rod and I took our time chit chatting while sipping our drinks. Then Grace went back. And the others went window shopping for a bit. After both of us had finished, we went to the toilet and go around Parkson. We stopped by the sunglasses shop and found the exact same pair of sunglasses that Joannes wore. So Rod took a photo of myself in it to tease him! Hahahah.

Went to Giant, bought mineral water, then went to McD. Sat with Maznah, Joannes, Ajong. Anne went back already that time. So we talked a lot about school and teachers....

Laughed a lot...

Joannes cover something!

Tag = Taaaakkk!

HAHAHAHHA.

There's some guys selling tart opposite us laughed like hyenas. Ajong said something I forgot that made Joannes reacted really funny.

Joannes: Nyak ukai telur nyak, TAAAAAAARRRRTTT! *wide eyes* LOL

You should see the reaction it was really funny! Wish I can record or snap a photo! Hahahaha.

Then came the Lion dance, then came the idea of having Tungche Club! Bodoh. ahhaha!

Rod's mum called. Then it was time for us to leave. So we said goodbye to them... And went away. He said my friends are funny and I'm lucky to have friends like that. Well, yes I'm lucky and I appreciate every moment with them. Kan Jeranjong? Heheheh. Especially Joannes and Ajong. You are the light of my world!

Jeanna and Anne, I love the both of you too, as sisters :)

So I reached home...

Him: Wait first.

Me: Huh? Ok.

Him: *dug something behind, gave an envelope*

Me: Aaww, thank you bi.

So we hugged and went out of the car, entering the house area. Waved to him. It was a card. With his scent. (: Thank you bi for today although it was not long. You're very sweet.

xoxo.

Another pleasant surprise.

2010-02-14T19:07:00.001-08:00

Where should I start... Okay, it was 2.48 pm and Rodney text me saying that he wanted to go out with me yesterday, but he was not sure. Maybe at 4 something. I said my friend is stopping by my house for a while, maybe we go out at 530 like that. Then he said maybe. But in the end he got no car to use. Frank came to stop by and we chat, chat chat, heheeh. I gave him a gift for his birthday actually, but who knows he wont be in Miri that time, so I just gave it to him yesterday. LOL. It's a flowery necktie. Hope he likes it.

Then he gave me something. Guess what is it? A bouquet of flowers with the white rose in the middle! I went a lil crazy that time. HAHAHA. Then we went out to spend time, for the whole day. Went to Parkson, and majority of the shops there are not open, so we went to Starbucks, and get out of there. Then we went to Cityfan, and then Dave's Deli and Boulevard.

Starbucks: I had Java Chips, he had Cream Caramel.

Cityfan: Walked around and played at the swing! Then sit nearby the fountain.

At Dave's Deli, we had Fish 'N' Chips and peach lassi for dinner. The taste of the fish made me wanna barf a bit. But its ok. Hahah! Gave it to POLAR BEAR. And then he managed to finish it! Yay! Bryan called me asked me to tapau spaghetti for him. Hah! So we waited for his food. Then when its done, we went back. But before that Frank want to throw away some rubbish so he went in again and then asked the girl for rubbish bin.

Her: HAH?! Hahaha.

Him: I want to throw this away.

Her: *blur expression*

Him: *give the paper cup to the girl and walk away*

Lol. No wonder I waited so long outside. Hahaha. We smelled like fish! :P

Boulevard: Looked around, bought nail paint for the both of us. *HAAHAHAHA*

Thanks for the time BUBU. Next time we hang out again aa. :)

Today, I have a house to visit, that is my Chinese relative house. Auntie Ah Mi *we call her that name* 12 pm onwards. Hope all of my cousins will come. Then we crash the place again. Heheh.

xoxo.

14.02.10

2010-02-13T20:09:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year in one whole day! Those who are celebrating their birthday today, happy birthday to you! Had a blast last night, went to Boulevard to buy some stuffs for cooking and then some oranges to be eaten. LOL. Met Randy Fernandez there, he's working there by the way, for a month. Then went to uncle Jimmy's house to send oranges.

And then eat dinner at cousin Tan's house, I ate chicken with red wine soup, cangkuk manis, sweet sour fish... Fooh! And then I'm full. I watched my uncles and aunties play mahjong outside, and my cousins and I watched tv while sipping white wine and chatting with each other. And the old people drank beer.

The clock strikes 12, and there it is... The beautiful firework play started, and we watched it. Then we played Chai Lei (the bomb), the long fire crackers and the colouful flower firework. Then we go "YAAAAMMMMSEEEENNNG!!!" hahahah. It was fun. Went back home, cleanup and sleep. Exhausting and fun at the same time.

Before I sleep, Frank called and we talked. Rodney has his own plans with his friends I assume.... Tsk tsk tsk. Unfair much. Guess I wont be celebrating Valentine's this year. *@#$ $#*. I was waiting for him to ask me out then he got plans. Epic failure. Nevermind. This Tuesday I'll go out with my friends too. So, WHATEVAH! Parkson here we come! Hahahaaa. Toodles.

xoxo.

All good!

2010-02-13T00:11:00.000-08:00

At home, am bored. Eating ice cream since its a hot day today. And, switched on the air cond. AAAAH COOL. heheh. I woke up with a smile this morning. Dad gave me a sack while I was still in bed. Then he went out of the room. When I woke up, I checked it out. Opened it, and took out some girl stuffs from there. Was stunned! And I smiled alone.

It's from auntie back in Taiwan. She send those stuffs all the way to Miri through Korean Airline. Oh God, those are awesome! Passalamatan ka pagayon marami inain!

Anyway, the contents are :

Cordan Leather, USA handbag

A box of Frey Chocobloc Blanc

3 Eastgirl lip and eyebrow liner, soft black, dark brown and beige

Sguard ROCK mascara

A black hat

A black-grey scarf

Yves Saint Laurent shimmering lip gloss

Skin79 Rose mini lip gloss

Guess perfume

I was happy, up until now. Called my auntie and thanked her sooooo muchie! That was a good surprise for me. I'm looking forward to have an LV bag. Just a simple handbag for me to carry around. Ya know, I hate the weather, current weather. I just hate the hot sun that burns my skin and give me lots of pimples cause I sweat a lot! I want the weather during the year end season, damn it!

Probably have to go for a facial if this gets worse. And again, money goes out to the drain =.= Currently, I am freakin tanned cause yesterday I went out of the house to just sweep the drain and clean the patio! Maybe look like a fried shrimp huh FRANK?! Nanti you. hahaha.

My plan tonight is playing fireworks with cousins, its New Year's eve according to the Lunar Calendar. I hope I got plans tomorrow cause I ain't wanna be stuck at home when other couples are dating and.... Okay maybe not but, I just wanna have some fun! Looking forward to have an outing with my peeps JERANJONG without Wayne.

Anne text me 3 days ago *I think* about her personality, she asked me to tell her about her character, so I told her that she is the KEEWWLL type of person but sometimes when things get rough she could be emotional. Then I asked mine and she told me that I'm straightforward and when I don't like things, people just couldn't make me like it. But I could be soft sided too at times. Hehehe.

Well yea, I AM A STRAIGHT FORWARD person. So deal with it. Its better to have someone to tell you the truth even if its brutally honest than to have a liar right? Here's the deal. If you do not like it, stay away from me please. I got lots of things to do, and fyi, Simon Cowell is my ultimate role model, not to mention my so called sister Angelina Jolie. *ROFL*

xoxo.

Little reunion?

2010-02-12T04:54:00.001-08:00

Today is Friday and two days ago, I was clearing out excess books and papers in the store I got a call from my cuzzie Sha. She asked me out to accompany her to buy some stuffs for Valentine's Day. She bought materials for her card and also cake ingredients from Parkson and Boulevard.

After buying card materials, I wanted to go to Starbucks while my Sha went to KFC to buy some burger. I wanted to indulge myself in something I craveee *REALLY CRAVE* for a loong time! Chocolate cream chip! AAAHH. At last! When I got there, the guy asked me to wait for the cashier cause he wasn't there yet. Meanwhile I ordered and waited for him. I sat at the chairs and table just in front of the counter waiting.... And I something caught my eye. Someone very tall entered through the backdoor carrying his laptop bag. It took me a while to recognize him.

He sat in front of me, facing me.

Me: *in my heart* Its Joshua Emang! OOHH!

So my eyes went wide for a bit. He smiled. Talked to the guy who made my drink.

Me: You're here!

Him: Yeah! I mean, long time no see.

Me: Uh, yea. Were you here just now?

Him: Ya, I was meeting my old friends then they went back, so I decided to chill here.

Me: I see. How do you know I was here? Wait.... My cousin told you haa?

Him: *nodded*

Me: So how are you?

Him: What do you mean "how are you?"

Me: Like, how are you all this while...?

Him: Pretty good. You?

Me: Chyeah! Pretty good too.

*went quiet for a moment, I was really speechless!*

So my drink came, the cashier guy came and I payed. I try to talk to Josh too and my cousin came to pick me up. And I said goodbye to him. Well, ya know. It was unexpected. But I'm thankful too that I got the chance to meet him again after 3 years of not meeting each other.

And, Chinese New Year aka Valentine's Day is falling on a Sunday. I get to play firecrackers with my Chinese cousins and have dinner with them, while some grownup aunties and uncles play mahjong. I don't understand how do they play that thing....

My dream Valentine's Day is waking up and seeing beautiful white roses in front of my door and with a card. That would be enough, I guess. Could be from anyone. Heheh. Cause white roses are my favourite flower. Then, I would have a romantic candlelight dinner, or a walk on the beach and watch the sunset. I like to be romantic too sometimes, everyone has their own soft side too.

Gonna pick dad up in 5 minutes time, he's coming back from Labuan. Wonder what did he buy for me. HEHEHE. Alright so I'm going now, Chow!

xoxo.

Yow!

2010-02-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

Today is Maznah's birthday but then I didn't go to her party at Parkson. Huu. Mum asked to look after the house. I'm lazy too by the way. Hahah. Sorry Maz.

She's 18 already and legal. LOL. If she works at Starbucks then I'll ask for discount every time I go there. Hehehehe!

My routine is as usual today. Except in the evening I sweat a lot by dancing with some songs, Buttons by PCD and Videophone by Beyonce feat Lady Gaga... Hope that'll tighten up all the flabby skin, will do it everyday tho. Mum & bro said my muscles are developing at my arms. Wanna know why? ALL BECAUSE OF DOING HOUSEWORK. That's it. No other things. And don't forget dumbells too. Anything to make it sweat and hot. Wooohoo! Ek hem...

Oh by the way, Kolejian people are moving to new block in June. That was what I heard from Cikgu Dayang. And that means that SPM results will still be taken at the old block. Damn... I wish it is from the new block...

Ya know what? I feel like having a photoshoot anytime this week but I don't know who to call to be my photographer, and another model to accompany me doing the photoshoot. Hahaha. Oh well, I don't really care tho. But I do really need a good Facebook profile picture.

My hair is getting long and someone should give me a credit to keep it this long! Heheheheh. What am I gonna do with it ho... Curl? Maybe. Fringes? I don't know. I'll ask Lily then since she knows best. Heee.

Text Alais today, miss him tho! So many things we talked about. Even it is CRAPPY. But hey. At least we're not bored to death! :D

Feeling kinda sleepy, and its 2256. God, I need to sleep late. HAHAHA. Chow!

xoxo.

I need you :(

2010-02-08T05:26:00.000-08:00

Today, I had not been sleeping enough because I had to wake up early. Woke up at 6, then went back to sleep for another 30 minutes. And then dad came back from sending Bryan to school. Told me to wash up and we went to driving institute in Senadin to get my thumbprint. After that my tutor, Mr Noh told me to come back in 3 hours time to thumb out. So I did. Heheh.

I saw some candidates there who were taking their exams today. Should be okay leh cause they practiced so many times. When come to think of it again, I too will be nervous! I mean... I drove before but not using manual gear. So by the first time I learn with my tutor, and that's the first time I will use manual geared car.

Dededede... I would have to wait for my L license to be out, probably after CHINESE NEW YEAR! That would take a prettttyy looong timmee! HOIYAK. *sigh* I suddenly have this uneasy feeling, of something that I don't know what. Damn, why do I have to have this kind of feeling... The thing that I'm dreaming of right now is to have hot drinks in Starbucks cafe, with panda bear. And the weather outside would be raining, cold breeze. Ooh I love that. Okay I know it sounds sentimental but, I like that okay. HAHAHA.

Valentine's Day is like... 6 days away. And readers, do you have any plans or surprises on that very day? Please do so, for those who are having another significant other. Impress them okay! And for those who are single, no harm, you still can find a date for that day, even for 5 seconds. And, then I would imagine my Valentine's Day with one of Justin Bieber's song. One last lonely girl, this one always reminds me of Valentine's. I don't know why! Hak hak.

Maznah's birthday is tomorrow, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SIS. ekekkek. Always be krek ya xP If i can chia you at Starbucks, I sure will do that. But you will have to pay me back! EKEKKEKE. Its time for me to shop for new clothes and shoes. When I look into my closet, shoes store; I will go OMG. I'm bored of seeing and using the same thing all over again. But then mum will never have the time to go shopping with me. Nyeh... Currently I'm learning a dance from Beyonce's new music video, Videophone. Featuring Lady Gaga. It was tough but okay, at least I get to exercise!

I went to buy new stove with dad yesterday, somewhere in Centre Point, its a Sunday and I saw my juniors in batik Kolej walking around. They were like "Hi kak!" Oh I feel old enough. Can't believe I'm turning 18 this year! Went to Parkson in the evening and met Joannes there. Hahah. Still maintain!

Oh panda bear, I mish you xS

Bah bah, I'll stop here ya.

xoxo.

Corny!

2010-02-04T17:10:00.000-08:00

DAHAHAHA. So what's up with the title? I don't know either. Woke up at 7, listening to Lanny out there making noises with some stupid dogs. Glad its over now and she can sleep well. Last night I watched Spongebob, being a caveman. Including the whole Bikini Bottom. HAHAHAHA. Very cuteee. And the last thing I remembered was Patrick, Spongebob & Squiquard fighting over a fire.

I texted Ajong again, and you know what? That old woman changed her number to Digi number! HOH. Because she wants to text her "spouse". EWWWW. Pathetic lesbos. Watched tv3 starting from 930 pm onwards last night, Jangan Tegur Lagi, then Nigina, and then WWE. Seems that WWE is getting more boring cause the new wrestlers are not challenging enough! I still like Undertaker by the way.

Jong, Jon, Jo, Jane! I miss you guys. I miss laughing so loud in the canteen! I miss talking crap with you guys. I miss hanging out with you guys! I miss everything lahh! And Maznah asked me to chia her in Starbucks on her birthday, well, I'll see about that! If I don't have money then what to do fu. WAHAHHAA.

I remembered someone, by the name of Sasha Grey. Yes, she is a pornstar. But I still salute her and regard her as the most outspoken and respectable star compared to other pornstars. Well, she's very open with sex and likes something new... But the thing I like about her is that she has her own goals and one of it is for a journey of self discovery. Hmm, not bad ey? You know, a person's gotta do what she likes doing. Heheh.

Practically, I am STILL SLEEPY RIGHT NOW! Oh I wish I can sleep again. By the way, Angelina and Brad did not split! They just want to have quality time together with the kids. Just because they didn't appear in the tabloids or whatever doesn't mean that they had split. There's this lipstick from Stage that I've been eyeing since last birthday. Its has a nice colour! Okay I will cut the crap now cause I wanna rest my eyes again. It's 0930, and I'm sleepy. LOL.

xoxo.

WAWUWAWU.

2010-02-03T19:24:00.000-08:00

Haro, again. Today, I woke up at 930 am. Hah-hah. And up till now, I am bored and got nothing to do. Later Imma gonna clean the house again. I'm becoming a maid with no pay man! Like seriously, I need money! Log on to facebook, and theres noone to talk to. Wow. I'm stuck in this four walls. I need someone to talk to!

And by the way, Jason Derulo caught my heart with his songs. Um watcha say watcha say. And some more.... Calling my angel, In my head. And more. I hope he doesn't join the occult. *cross fingers* Cause if he does then I will stop listening to his songs again.

Oh last night I text Ajong about his facebook profile picture. He said he likes it, well, I like it too hun. LOL, but I looked chubby and that was taken during my chubby moments. So there... We looked like a couple there man. I can't imagine if there's many people who go "AJONG HAS A GIRLFRIEND IN THE PICTURE" Oh no. Rod would be mad and make Ajong into porkchop. WAHAHAHHAA.

Mr Bubu keeps accompanying me when I'm bored and lonely staying at home the whole week. Thanks Mr Bubu :) Its a matter of time I try to stare at that stupid box nowadays, watching Fashion Police, Celebrity Gossips, MTV, Channel V, blablabla. And blalala. Lanny guards the house and you know what? Every evening there are some MALE DOGS that would come to my gate and look for her. PLUS, they would pee at the gate and that makes me freakin mad cause I have to clean those up! Fucking faggots.

Today I have no plans, again. Just sitting around at home. I wish I have license to drive. And cash tho. Wuhuhu. Imma have to wait till daddy comes back from Bintulu this Friday so I can go to engine class. And wait for my "L" license. Which may take pretty long.

Joannes, Anne, Myself, Ajong and Jeanna planned to go out during the 16th of February but I have no idea whether the shopping malls are open on Chinese New Year or not. And I want to ride in Jeanna's new car! Hehehe. And, I'm still thinking of my new hairstyle of 2010, not short okay. I had enough of short hair since 2007. So there you go. All for today. Tschau!

xoxo.

Love drunk. LOL

2010-02-01T17:00:00.000-08:00

Guten tag! Wie gehts? Hope everythings okay. Im fine here except with tha flu! Wish me speedy recovery yea. And today's agenda is about "LOVE" cause basically I'm addicted to Kesha's Your Love is My Drug, and VALENTINES DAY IS AROUND THE CORNER! haha. Probably Chinese New Year is on the same day too. OMG. =.= Wow. I have no idea... Hahaha.

My life this week is the most excruciating one cause I have no other things to do except staying at home and doing house work. It got me tired but kinda fun tho. Its a part of an exercise. Frank is cool with me now. Currently we promised to start all over again despite the things he done to me including pushing me away harshly. I forgave him. So I'm ok with it too. Thank God!

I read some articles about how the music industry portrays the sinister occult world, and I found out that Lady Gaga, Beyonce, Jay-Z, Rihanna and even Paramore apply the occult stuffs into their songs, about their love for the devil, mind controlling songs and their willingness to sacrifice and sell their souls to the DEVIL in order to be successful. Well the devil is so smart in inspiring people to write songs about him and influence the whole world! But I must admit that I like Lady Gaga's songs. Now then I know, I decided to not listen to them by the way. Here are some songs I know have its hidden meaning about the occult.

Lady Gaga : Bad romance, Paparazzi

Beyonce: Sweet dreams

Paramore: Brick by Boring brick

Rihanna: Russian roulette, Umbrella

Jay-Z: Umbrella, Run This Town

Lil Wayne: On fire

As for Rihanna's Russian Roulette, it was written by Neyo. So basically Neyo had implied the meaning of occult and its initiation into this songs. The dark meaning about committing suicide and symbols of the occult (if you notice when you watch the video) there are plenty of them.

So folks, watch out when you listen to any songs or music because it may have its own hidden meaning. For more information about these, do check it out on vigilantcitizen.com, in detail. I may say that Lady Gaga is the most prominent one because her songs and video clips all portrays those things, especially Bad Romance. Each and every single detail in that video has its own symbol and representatives for the occult.

Remember the Video Music Awards on 2009? Lady Gaga's performance is one of the ritual of how she sell herself to the devil. If you notice the decoration on stage, it represents the Masonic temple where she performs sacrifice to become famous. She was wearing white that represents holy and ready to be sacrificed. Blood flows from her chest indicating that she is sacrificed. When she was hanged, an eerie light comes out of the decorations indicating the Sun God, Ra. After the performance, she was dressed in all red. It means that she had done it! So now she is the queen of the devil and is famous and successful.

I gotta tell yall that this is one hell of a scam to attract the world into listening satanic musics. Well I don't blame them for doing that, I just blame the devil who manipulates things. But I just wanna say, WATCH OUT WITH WHAT YOU'RE LISTENING. Cause I care for you. TEHHEE! So there.

xoxo.

Great day!

2010-01-26T03:50:00.000-08:00

Alright. Today as promised, I had a reunion with my primary school buddies. Before that I bumped into Frank and his sister but I try to keep it cool. I waved and smiled. Then, walked away. All in all about 11 of us came I guess. It was fun! I was the first one to arrive at Parkson and went to Mc Donald's to order lunch. Ordered nuggets and orange juice. Then settled down at the tables there. Luckily Flo came and she sat with me.

We talked, and she literally didn't know that Aldrin was coming too! HAHAHA. She was really nervous that time, I can tell. Then Gloria came, with her car. I'm so envious of her cause she already have her license! Then next, Umi, Zubaida and Lily came! I missed Umi a lot man. For 6 years of not seeing each other. Her hair is short now. But the body and looks, never changed a bit!

David came with his chubby-ness around! And he told us that he's leaving for KL at 9 pm today. We talked again and laugh so loud, that we didn't care about other people. And Azzad came in with his bushy hair, we were like "CUUUTTEEE!"

So after lunch at Mc D's we went to the cinema to check on the time of the movies. We bought tickets to Toothfairy *The Rock acts there* which is very funny. I kinda like it. Then came Muna, Syadzwan, Aldrin and Alaistair! LOL. After that we went bowling together at Star Bowl. Very fun!

Took pictures together and hoping that Gloria will upload them soon in Facebook. Unfortunately I went back early, at 530. So I hugged all of them goodbye and went home. That was fast but I appreciated every moment together with them. None of us changed yet, except for Aldrin, getting more slimmer. Hahah. I just wonder why Flo and Aldrin didn't talked to each other just now... But its okay tho.

I miss Glo, Umi and Effa especially cause we were close friends since primary school, even though we were so immature back then. But that doesn't matter, I got to meet them again just now and I'm very happy. Love you guys!

Happy hour

2010-01-25T07:04:00.000-08:00

Where am I gonna start... Hm, okay. Woke up at 1030, online. Do housechores and blablabla! Kinda nervous cause its my test day. Took the tabletest, the first time I failed and got only 41 out of 50! That was like one more mark to passing the test! The questions were kinda tricky if you don't read the books. Hehehe.

Went out of the room, get my results printed out and look at it for a while. Then called my dad and asked him to bring RM30 so I can pay for the 2nd test. I wanted to try for the 2nd time and I passed! 44 out of 50. Yay! Thank God for that.

So after that I went home. Drove around the neighbourhood and brought my bro to the salon to cut his hair. My hairdresser, Lily was there too and we talked. We didn't meet each other for soo long cause I kept my hair long without going to the salon. Hahaha. She has lots of tattoos! 2 on her ankles, one on her neck, another one on her wrist. I like the one on her wrist cause I think its sexy to have a tat on the wrist. :) Oh and just so you know, the price for cutting hair is gonna increase on the 30th January. After Chinese New Year then the price will be back to normal.

After talking I bid her goodbye and went home. I drove again. HAHAHA. Had dinner, played the piano and online for a bit. My current addiction is the new song that Timberland released, In The Morning After Dark. SFeaturing SoShy and Nelly Furtado. SoShy looks gorgeous and sexy in that video. Love her tattoos. *the topic today is all about tattoos*

I wonder if I can get one, maybe on my wrist or hip. Or lower back. One is enough tho. Heheh. I miss Rod. Again. He's sick today cause of the flu. He's such a sweet guy, helping mom in the house work and painting the room. Get well soon baby.

That's all for today!

xoxo.

Today indeed.

2010-01-19T09:30:00.000-08:00

Aaahkay, so today I didn't do anything much except for stayin at home doing chores, then picked mum up in the evening, went for dinner at 9 to 5. Ordered french toast, cause I thought that I'll be having another dinner with Rod.

So yeah, everything was fine till he text me asking if he can postpone the dinner to this Thursday. So I said ok. Aaanndd... There goes my food. French toast. Still feelin hungry again after I ate it... But just keepin it to myself. heheh. Then we send Bryan to tuition, and went to Cityfan. Mum and I massaged our feet on the rocks there. Felt so gggooood after that. I noticed that there were Security guards + trained dogs there to take care of the place. Good job! And they're Filipinos. I know what are they talking about but I just keep it cool :)

Dad went jogging around the place, then we went back. I wanted to watch Golden Globe Awards but then mom conquered the TV! =.= Just letting it be, *sigh* By the way, I'm currently addicted to orchestral songs, the waltz beat kind of songs. They make me wanna dance!

It's 1.38 am and Rod's playing dota, meanwhile I'm blogging + FB. Can't you see how bored am I?! Alright then, time for me to sleep now. Guten morgen. Ich vermisse dich, liebe. ;|

Feelings.

2010-01-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

I've been listening to Paramore's song- Feeling sorry. From their new album, Brand New Eyes. Sounds cool. Love the arrangement. And the lyrics too. Dedicated to those of you who are broken, or whatever, TIME TO MOVE ON without reminiscing the past yeah.

I've finished with another song for Soundaholic. But I'm not sure if David likes it. *sigh* hahaha. Oh well. I'm pathetically bored right now. Miss my friends back in school, especially Anne, Joannes, Jeanna, Ajong. And my fellow classmates who always made my school days special to me (: Hugs and kisses to all of you.

Here are the lyrics to Feeling Sorry.

We still live in the same town, well, don't we?
But I don't see you around anymore.
I go to all the same places, not even a trace of you...
Your days are numbered at 24.
And I'm getting bored waiting round for you,
We're not getting any younger, and I
Won't look back 'cause there's no use
It's time to move forward!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You're trying, there's no need to apologize,
I've got no time for feeling sorry!

I tried not to think of what might happen,
When your reality, finally, cuts through.
Well, as for me, I got out and I'm on the road.
The worst part it that this (THIS! ), this could be you.
You know it too, you can't run from your shame!
You're not getting any younger, time,
Is passing by, but you waited awake...
It's time to roll over!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You're trying, there's no need to apologize,
I've got no time for feeling sorry!

And all the best lies,
They are told with fingers tied!
So cross them tight,
Won't you promise me tonight
If it's the last thing you do, you'll get out...

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave.
You barely get by the rest of us,
You're trying, there's no need to apologize,
I've got no time, I've got no time!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You're trying, there's no need to apologize,
Got no time!

I've got no time for feeling sorry!
I've got no time for feeling sorry!

Childhood memory day.

2010-01-16T23:21:00.000-08:00

Friday, 15.1.10.

David Timothy came back to visit, all the way from Tudan at 4 pm. He took a bus from Tudan to Pujut7 and I was like "Dude! Don't you feel all cold and get all wet?" He said "No Lene. It's all ok."

First thing he did was washing his dirty feet. Hah, then we watched tv for a while to wait for the rain to stop. Meanwhile he asked if I can compose a song or something. I said yeah, but I'm too lazy. HAHAH. So then we wrote a song. Kinda sad one, about a girl who died leaving her bf out alone.

Next thing, we went to the stall to have a drink ON FOOT, under the rain. Luckily I brought umbrella for the both of us. Kinda like the hindustan movie. ROFL. We passed by his old house at Berembang 3, it turned into a nursery. He misses that house! We arrived, he ordered milo while mine was soyabean :D Then we talked about our childhood memories & how things changed after 6 years when he was still in Penang. Laughed a lot! He looks chubbier now compared to before cause he's been working out in Penang, and now he can't afford to maintain his body! Oh nevermind, I loike chubby guys. *giggle*

Went back home on foot again! It was fun! Although it was cold.... Get our feet washed again, and then sit down to watch tv, talk and talk. We admit that we had feelings for each other but we didn't even dare to tell. But I'll always regard him as my sweetest childhood friend ever. He changed, in a good way. Despite who he was before... :) I'm proud of him.

Currently he's the vocalist of a band named "Soundaholic" which is not famous yet. I hope that it will be someday. He's gonna have his tour concert somewhere in March, can watch on Channel V, 8tv and Hitz tv. He stayed at my place till 7 pm.

Him: I saw you at the parade that day.
Me: What?! Since when you came back? Didn't tell me earlier la.
Him: Sorry la, I didn't have your number that time! HAHA.
Me: Hmh, rite. Hahaha.
Him: At first I thought I saw an angel playing the piano.
Me: *blush* Don't sweet talk with me.
Him: Fine! Cruela de Vil!
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Him: Did I make your day today?
Me: What?
Him: Did I make you happy today?
Me: Oh... Yes, you did :)

*Silent*

Me: *slightly punching his arm* Thank you for today :)
Him: No problem :)

Time to go back, he hugged me goodbye. And we went. Guess I'm lucky to have him as my friend.

Long day.

2009-12-20T04:54:00.000-08:00

Tag! Wie geht es dir? Es gut... alles ich vermisse ihn. Brachen wir an diesem Tag. Now I'm left out just because of that. I mean, I can't pretend that he doesn't exist when I already know him. Sam was there to talk to me about such thing and I felt relieved. Oh whatever happens, I'll accept it no matter how hard it is. Im Gegenstaz zu ihm, die ist sehr dramatisch.

Okay, talking about today, I went to IMMS to register myself for driver's course. I didn't bring my sweater along and it was freaking cold! Luckily I brought spare shirt to I just cover my arms with that. How pathetic. Hahahaha. Woke up around 530, showered, ready stuffs and tschau. Got there, 8th person in the class and met Maznah, Azeema, Apid and Easter. Was glad to meet them cause I thought that I'll be on my own, alone. xD

And we go, listening to the lecturer. The first part was OK and it goes on till it gets bored. Seems that he has a lot of experiences with the students who drive recklessly. LOL. He's softspoken and it makes me sleepy >.<>

So after lunch, both lecturers from our class and the first class swap with each other, so came the old man. Surprisingly he's still energetic and funny. *to tell you the truth I don't understand some aspects that he explained* And that's it, we were done, took our IC and went back at 130.

Got home, showered, and took a nap. Woke up at 6, and had dinner. I haven't decide on the date of my tabletest. Hope its not next month. Erm, high chances tho. :| But what to do.

I met Dalton, Cassandra, Anne, Luqman, Stacey and Esther too there. But all of them are in the first class. :D So my plan for tonight is to online with him. Christmas is coming, and I still don't know if I am going back to Kuching or not. I don't want to actually. I want to celebrate with him. :| *sigh*

But we still got New year's eve to go :D I don't really care.

Xoxo,

Jean.

What a day!

2009-12-12T20:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, 12/12/09.

Christmas parade, Miri Cityfan. 3.30pm. Everything was set up for the presentation and it was ok. Except some of the choir parts which are cancelled and the shocking thing is, we saved the best for the last! What a waste of time! But overall, friends said it was better compared to last year! :D heheheh. But all of our hardwork just went off like that. Disappointing. But at least we tried.

I performed under hot sun, my skin burning and I got tanned -.- Damn. Was bathed in sweat the whole day yesterday. Luckilly my skin is tough. heheheh. The night ended pretty well cause my mum, bro and I went to KFC to eat! Yumm2. My body aches and I'm tanned. LOL. I have nothing to say... Here are some pics of me and the choir members. Taken by Raphael :D Thanks man.

I got only 2 pics of us, and waiting for some more pics to come!

Another good day:

9/12/09, 130 pm, Tanjung Lobang.

Form 5 peeps having barbeque at Tanjong Lobang. It was HELL OF A FUN! Hahaha.

It was just to celebrate Ajong, Michelle De'oug and Arina's 17th birthday! Some of them were really wet cause they swam at the ocean.. The people who came were Elyna, Easterly, Dazye, Tina, myself, Rodney, Wayne, Anne, Ajong, Joannes, Maznah, Grace, Meera, Azeema, Michelle, Arina, Jna, Aidan, Alaistair, Anna and Bunyau. Did I miss anyone? OH YEA. James, Elyna's friend. Haha. Wayne, Alaistair, Rodney and Bunyau took turns to cook the meat, somehow some of them are burnt -.- Its ok, we don't really care anyway. We just wanna have some fun. Gonna miss Ajong cause he's going to Bintulu. I miss high school too and the fun of it. :| Wish I can turn back time but its too late. Here's some pics of the party that day.

That wraps up the report today I guess. Thanks for making my days such a memorable one :)

Xoxo,

Jean.